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ughhh....what can i say...i feeel like absolute crap! allergy season...what a joy. My nose is red...I feel like a zombie. -J |
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...i pray to god that things will get better. I hate being sick....it sucks so bad im always such a baby when im sick. anyways enough about my being sick............... School tomorrow...ugh i despice it. The work is really not to bad, its just the people, i know i shouldnt let them bother me, it just pisses me off. I hate people who judge other people. Especially if they happen to listen to certain music that one may not like, or say if u see a kid walkin' down the hallway with say...i dunno body piercings,all black w/e. Then people automatically assume 'OMG STAY AWAY FROM THEM, THEY WORSHIP SATIN!' or there sucidal or whatever...I beleave that each person deserves a better look at...if that makes any sense.sure it does. I hope that one day people can see people as ...well people lol -J [[beatles-something]] |
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rain....how it suthes me...relaxes and makes me in my glory. It also does other things. BUt i love rain....ive always had a thing for it. Even when I was a little gurl I would run adside and spin around a circles and play in it. rain....its so emoutinal...i love it. The sky always crys when I do bad things. -J 
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...(sigh). Today was an overall 'ok' day. Ive been putting up with mothers bickering @ me. How exhausting can that be? droped him a line. whenever I talk-to-him I always have this weird gut feeling.It scares me. I just scare myself.Whatever. Im gunna meet some ppl tomorrow @ the mall. aha I cant stand malls i truly despice them ! I have the biggest phobia of mals  But ill survive. I just pray to god that HE isnt there. What a fool Iam. Ill just have to avoid that certin section of the mall. Jezz..Im a fool !
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despartly holding something out of reach trying hard to figure words but theres no speech confused- the room is spinning falling on hands and knees crying uncontrollably from the inside it bleeds blackness overwhelming silence fills the air lost forever gone from eyes a blank and vacent stare |