Last night was fun, It included drunkeness, alot of marijuanana, and swell music.
Showed up at Pleasent Valley around 6ish, saw some people, Some people were pissing me offf. Inmaturity as always. The first band was awwwesome
"Pie in the Sky" Sooo good Adams band. Great Singer+songs. The next band, I forget which was quite great. The singer handed me his camera, and asked him to take some Promo Shots of His Band. Nicenice. I think the pics turned out good.
Nextttt...
Found Rob outside. Oh Rob...He's depressed, He's numb. I can tell He's not doing good. I weep for him. I do. but I really do Have feelings for him, and Like him alot. He's messed up right now though. Then we went to the bleachers, some shitfface girl yelled out "Hey Rob how was hte Psych Ward", Which was relaly ignorant.
Found Nicole. Shes gorrrgeous. To Bad shes straight HA. We got some awesome joints. 2 for 4$. and smoked one, then put the other in the pop can. Yum.
Then there was kinda a little fit between Adam and rob, Adam was playing Rob's guitar...Then Rob kicked him in the But really hard...annnd threw Rob's guitar. But it wasn't broken. Rob just got really pissed, Then took a walk, than came back. They apolized good.good.good.
I shouldn't fucking absorb others peoples feelings so much. Negativity. Karma. Comes back.
Next.
got out my Fireball, mixed it in with some Soda, Shared. Got quite tipsy. Good shit.
I wanted to fucking kiss him so much that night, So much. I just wanted to hold him.. to make His pain, His sadness somehow disapear, dissolve into thin air. It doesn't work that way. It seems like he won't accept that much love right now. But thats ok. Maybe He's not ready? Or Just wants to push away? Thats ok. I understand.I understand.
Oh, and as usual, the police showed. hah They always do. For some reason. I was holding onto Rob. he was holding me? It was the best 2 seconds of the night, Even if it wasn't fucking real.
Then the boy had to catch His bus. I walked him to the bus stop, He walked a couple paces up...I said to him "I hate how I like you", "I hate how you like me to".
Then next thing u know his bus was there. I said bye, and gave him a hug.
Then when I returned....Jake and I smoked a bowl...Heather was quite intoxicated hahhh so her lovely boyfriend was keeping hte hair out of her face while she vomited. Poor Doll. I gave her my water. Lainy was drunk. And we were just talking about nonsense. She's so cute and funny when she is drunk!
Then meee and Caittte cuddled with Joel cause we were cold. Then next thing you know, The Night was over.
I'm glad my mom didn't notice I was drunk.