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The days go by quickly and so do I. Some hours within the day go by slow. And I hate that. Things have been good. Depression has been okay. I haven't cut in 3 weeks or so. I'm happy that I haven't cut. Even if I have really really really bad urges to. My emotions have been good. A bit up and down. I have felt strong anxiety, just wanting to cry. Lots of shakiness. Everyday is different, Everyday is something different. I do find I'm learning something new about myself every single day. I'm getting to know myself much better. |
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The days are rainy and grey. Our weather is going to be like this for the rest of the week. Tiffany, Karley and mert went to Woodgroove. It sucks, I want Tif here, to talk to her. I feel depressed, not as depressed as I was feeling yesterday. But the sadness is still here. I'm not sure. I just want to crawl into a ball, and disaper for awhile, and have peace within myself. |
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Today was rather an interesting day. Woke up, no school, boredom. Went downtown with my father, went for a walk down to thristy camel. Ran into a good friend named Karleys. She was crying and crying. And saying that she was having a bit of breakdown and asked if I could come over for a bit so she didn't have to be alone. Sooo I came over, and kept her company. We talked, and smoked half of a really fat joint. I could feel the high immedatly. Very strong stuff. Anyways, I haven't gotten ot the good part of the post so I will continue this tomorrow. |
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Sometimes I worry about my self I think about this life In which I hide, In which people hide Then I look outside, and see bright eyes From my friends, My friends, My friends. |
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I need someone who has time for me. Who wants to get together with me, even when she is busy all the time. I need someone who likes me just as much as I do, and who is willing to make me feel special to them. I need someone who is motivated, focused. I need someone who is loving, who will openly voice there opinions to me. I need someone who is passionate, and loving, and open-minded. |