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good morning,

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Today is October 3...which means only 20 something days till halloween. YES im soo excited i LOVE halloween seriously....i like worship halloween...anyways. wow theres nothing to write about. My mom is being a biatch to me...as usual...yeah...

I had panto auditions on saturday that went well. I was nervous at first but then i wasn't. It was a fun audition. happy.gif

anywho..
im out.
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tear ofcourse its all my fault Oct 6th, 2005 2:30:03 am - Subscribe
i can't take this. i can't take her...

One minute shes happy the next shes screaming at me. One minute shes saying I love you the next things shes is yellingat me, telling me what a horrible person i'am.

Its amazing. The ones you need arent fucking there for you.
I fucking have this hatred towards my mother. I truly can't stand her. She makes me feel guilty. For everything. Guilty for even being born. She needs fucking help. I don't know how im supposed to live here, or liek this. I thought i could tough it out, but i'm getting weak. I need someone. I need to leave.
please.
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tear another quizz whoa. Oct 6th, 2005 7:03:14 pm - Subscribe
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Jen
Birthday:august 7
Birthplace:Vancouver B.C.
Current Location:ick. Nanaimo
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:dark brown, close to black
Height:5'4" ish
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:Italian...british
The Shoes You Wore Today:um socks
Your Weakness:beleaving what people say
Your Fears:getting heartbroken
Your Perfect Pizza:vegi pizza, lots of cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:To actually pass all my coarses atleast get higher then a C!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:im going back to bed
Your Best Physical Feature:i like my eyes.
Your Bedtime:dont really have one
Your Most Missed Memory:theres lots really...i miss them
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:burger king is way better than mcd's
Single or Group Dates:single, group dates would be fun aswell
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:both
Cappuccino or Coffee:coffee
Do you Smoke:used to
Do you Swear:try not to
Do you Sing:yes all the time
Do you Shower Daily:yes
Have you Been in Love:yes
Do you want to go to College:someday yes
Do you want to get Married:possibally...
Do you belive in yourself:at times yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:not really,
Do you think you are Attractive:i suppose
Are you a Health Freak:no but i like eating healthy food
Do you get along with your Parents:mother noo...father yes sometiems
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes there beautiful
Do you play an Instrument:yes. i play keyboard,piano,drums, and i sing
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes.
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:drugs are for idiots
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes. sad eh
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:nooo but i like oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:YES
In the past month have you been on Stage:yes <3
In the past month have you been Dumped:um no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:ahah noooo
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:i stole a peice of candy.
Ever been Drunk:yess.
Ever been called a Tease:no not really
Ever been Beaten up:no.
Ever Shoplifted:nope.
How do you want to Die:peacefully. in my sleep...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:an actor...or a writer
What country would you most like to Visit:italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color:no specific hair clor really...i like bosy with dark hair black or brown or green!!!
Short or Long Hair:not to long not to short
Height:doesnt matter unless he is like not shorter than me
Weight:average weight
Best Clothing Style:dont matter
Number of Drugs I have taken:0
Number of CDs I own:too many to count
Number of Piercings:2
Number of Tattoos:0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:nothing today. but i do regret certain things in the past that i have down

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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tear calgary Oct 8th, 2005 3:45:02 am - Subscribe
Calgary tomorrow.
whoa.
I'v never been to Calgary before. It will be fun I hope. Im going there to visit my sister.
Im hoping ill get to meet with my friend Eve for tea. Shes super sweet. I love October, i cant beleave its October already 24 more days til halloween. I cannot wait. I apsolutly love halloween.

Anywho.
im out...
oxoxox
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tear thoughts........ Oct 11th, 2005 7:35:41 pm - Subscribe
Calgary was awesome...so very awesome.
Its amazing how 2 days can change a person. I learned alot about myself, and about, well just people in general and how fucked up they can fucking be. I also learned how wonderful some people can be aswell.

It felt good to go away, even for just 2 days.

2 days away from Nanaimo...it was so nice.

The first pantomine rehersal starts today, i'm really happy. Christine, the panto producer called on saturday and told me when the practices are etc, nad my role, I'm a village maiden happy.gif

I'm a tad sad because Dana isn't in it this year...that girl is so awesome, it was fun being in pantomine with her lastyear. tehee...

19 MORE DAYS TIL METRIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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