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Today is the first of October. A new month, new change, new mornings, new beginnings, new fuckups, less fuckups. Time for Change |
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Why can't the fucking high just last forever, why can't I just be fucking content and free. Why must I constantly fucking need weed. I did E last night now I'm hungover from it. It quite sucks. I'm bitching at Dad because he's all like, do this do that, and my back hurts and he's like put that bowl in the sink and it was my brothers and I said he can get of his ass and do it. I'm still angry and him for his violent behavior. I'm fed up with myself, and annoyed with people and Nanaimo. Then again when am I ever fucking satisfied with myself..... |
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I do not feel orgasmic. I feel really shitty...its not good. |