This book is absoloutly amazing!!! Its way better then the movie ofcourse
what r u waiting for!?! go to chapters and buy it dammit!!!
| I hate how i act when i dont getmy own way. beleave me i dont want to act this way. Its like another side, that i cant control and i fucking hate it. god HELP ME someone. |
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First of all happy easter. father took me to church today. I enjoy his company. what a great dad. Last night sucked bad. The guys were being apsolute ignorant gerks. Little brother threated to tell mother about the my cutting issues. I dont care fuck it. She'll just put me in useless thearpy which wont make a differance, they'll talk ill just nod my head and pretend that i agree. sucide is always an option. no, im stronger than that. Im grateful for life. I (sometimes) love it. If i wasn't doing the things i like most like say,music,poetry,singing,theatre etc. then id be a manic depressive by now! hahah lmfao. She cares. She knows. she understands. what a wonderful person. a wonderful friend. I'd die without her. I hope we always remain friends. I sometimes feel ignored when it is me,she,and other gurl. maybe thats the way it is. maybe im just an outcast. w/e i dunno what im saying. I love talking to her. she knows exactly what to say.sometimes. she gives pretty good advice. I just hope she doesnt do something stupid. I worry about her. I love that girl so freeking much. Please dont leave me. Im use to ppl/things i love drifting away from me. Im sure she'll never do that, I hope. He. I still like him. But not as much as before. That was just over obsession creepiness. I dunno if it even was 'love'. I just dont know anymore....hes hurt other gurls...But they didnt know. they got trapped. I know this sounds odd..but i kind of wish that he knew...not that im desprete for attention or anything. he probably does ito. hell probably understand...w/e he doesnt need to know my problems, noone does. i must abide, farewell kind blog. -J ( i have issues, why dont u? ) |
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t h e v i r g i n s u i c i d e s <3 This book is absoloutly amazing!!! Its way better then the movie ofcourse what r u waiting for!?! go to chapters and buy it dammit!!!
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