Lightening doesn't hit the same spot twice.
Date: Feb 10th, 2008 7:19:44 am - Subscribe
Mood: doubtful
I have really began to bond with my mother in a whole different way now. I like our relationship. She is feeling emotional lately, lots of emotions and ups and downs. Oh Mom, everything will be okay.
I feel so fucking attached to my mother. I don't really like staying over at my Dads place. She is going to Ontario in a couple of weeks to be with Nona, who is going to be doing her chemo. I want to be there so badely. To help care for my Nona, to see my family, to spend TIME with them. Last summer I didn't do that, I was too busy have my nervous breakdown and catching buses to random places, fuck me.
Not sure if I will be able to go with my mom to Ontario, she is thinking about it. I wouldn't doubt it if she says I can't go. God, I want to go so badely. Who knows how badly Nona's health is right now, and I would like to do everything I can to help her.
Also, I would feel so home sick to be away from my mom for that long. Its weird. Dreading my mother in the past and now feeling such closeness and missing my mommy. Haha.
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tron - February 11th, 2008 |
