Wandering
Date: May 9th, 2008 11:21:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: spastic
Wandering where my baby be
Mama smoked crack and my Daddy raped me
Slept outside on the living room porch
Ciggerate ashes from the night before
Wandering where my baby be
Broke a body and broke a door (Bloody doors)
1st Capo
Em
C
Do not steal.
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Dawn.
Date: May 8th, 2008 6:24:50 am - Subscribe
Mood: bewildered
Sooo. I feel as though. My depression has been kicking me in the ass for the past 3 weeks now, the usual feelings of hopelessness, self-pity, sadness, darkness, pain, cutting and suicidal thoughts.
I feel like I have tried so much and I have been through alot of pain. I don't want to die, I know that. Although at times I really do feel like ending my life and don't.
I've been through this much at more at almost 18 years old. I can get through this. I'm proud of myself for not yet giving up. Even waking up in the morning and going to school is an effort in itself.
However, If I don't strt helping myself get better now, things are going to be going downhill. I'm really grateful I reconize that.
For example, stop smoking a pack a day, get more active and walk. Walking really does help with the depression. Gets the endorphines out.
I have to take care of myself. In the end, all you have is yourslf. I must not give up, and I have to try harder. One day at a time. To get myself through this and so much more.
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Starry Starry night
Date: May 6th, 2008 7:34:19 am - Subscribe
Mood: powerless
I think about when I was a little girl
How I had that peace of mind
And playfulness and child innocense
up til about the age of 7.
10 years later...
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rough song
Date: Apr 21st, 2008 7:35:39 pm - Subscribe
Mood: gleeful
I drink my coffee black
I drink my coffee black
I've been through hell and back
Hot sweat Cold seat
Yeah I drink my coffee black
red eyes black eyes blue eyes
I've had my hell andback
look through picture frames and see your voice
and tear it back
cold seat hot sweat
were never running back
Drink your coffee black
drink your coffee black
Am G
D EM
Am G
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Lucky hell
Date: Mar 7th, 2008 7:25:46 am - Subscribe
Mood: merry
Yeah you think your so fucking lucky
your so fucking lucky
I can feel the shakiness coming in again
cold heat
and hot sweats
are overflowing my body again
Yeah you think you've been through hell and back
hell is different for everyone
looking back
Red eyes, black eyes, and brown.
I see them all
I've have em hall
I'm not looking back
Yeah you think your so fucking lucky
I'm so fucking lucky
Cold room
Hot heat
Body tempature normal again
I begin to be free.
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