...wow the moods are so exstensive here. marvelous simply marvelous.
well since this is emoblog i might as well take advantage of welcomed emoness. I was supposed to get with my ex who told me he still had the same feelings and what not. Then I come to find he's found some fucking cunt face whore to date.
It's like well fuck I'm sorry I didn't treat you like shit and take advantage of you and cheat on you and make you feel like shit. I'm sorry I didn't break your heart in peices and hand it back with some elmer's glue. You know I'm sooo fucking sorry I was the best girlfriend you've ever had. If I would have hurt you would you be with me right now? If I had lowered yourself esteem would you be here right now?
I just wrote a rather long blog and I forgot to put a subject. Therefore it was erased and it remains unretrievable. I really hate that about this site.
So to start over:
Last night I went to prom. The one I love was there and he wished me to not find anyone but to wait for him, which I will do. I know we're meant just not right now. Today is mothers day meaning we will be going to a very good resteraunt. Tomorrow is school bring it on. I can't wait for this school year to end and for me to get the fuck out of redlands. I'm empathetic for reasons you are unaware but it will just have to be that way.
|pinapples are by far the best fruit ever created.|
|Everyone and their mom (yes pun intended) have been commenting on different aspects of my life in the most pesamistic ways of all. For a person who has barely started looking on the brighter side of things, this just completely destroys all I've been working on. I hate the way people always do this to me just as I find things can be brighter. It boggles me as to why people would do this in the first place, let alone family.|