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| So sick so sick of being tired. |
Nov 14th, 2005 5:24:54 pm - Subscribe |
| For the past three day I've worked 6 hour shifts. I know your thinking "get over it" but no, it sucks because I'm the only one that works besides my lowerbay technician, and I'm worn out. I don't know what I'd do if I were full time. There has been this homeless guy hanging around my work which I don't mind except for his stare, I mind his stare. I saw him on Friday night. It was a difficult time for me. I fought so hard for my heart to forget the hurt, but I couldn't. I wanted so badly just to put all of the bad times behind us and be happy like we once were, but it was once a lie and how do I know it won't be this time. I saw the exorcist beginnings listed on the upcoming movies and all I could think about is how I would never be able to watch that movie with anyone else but him and feel protected. This time I hope it's not a game. I hope he's not on meth, I hope he's telling the truth. At the same time, I hope I'm not stupid enough to fall in love with an idea again. |
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| mood: burned-out music: Taking Back Sunday |
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