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axa The Emo Kid Has Cheered Up [11.14.2006] - Subscribe

Wow. As I looked at my last entry I realized how PATHETIC I was, being all depressed like I had nothing better to do.

I'm so glad I don't constantly live with those feelings, or I think I would hate myself.

But, because people were kind enough to comment me and lift my spirits, I feel that it is my duty to thank each individually.

emogirlie: Thank you for your input. It's always nice knowing that others are going through the same turmoils that you are. All we can do is live and hope it starts to make sense, right?

meip3ng: For the most part, I am a very open person around my friends. I don't get depressed often anymore. And I'm always myself - I don't know how to be anything different. Thank you.

mourir: TT^TT Thank you, Jane. What you said reminded me of your senior quote. :3 Because the only opinions that matter are the ones of my closest friends. Thank you for your words of comfort and advice. I quite enjoyed the mental hug, and I return it.

mali: X3 Aww, you're so cute Emily. Thank you for making me smile and putting me in a better mood~. -hug- You're such a good friend. ;o;

Speaking of friends, I have wonderful friends. I love them so much it seems impossible sometimes. Jane, Emily, and Anna are always looking out for me when I get upset.

I'm sure that I'll be optimistic for a while before I feel depressed again. ^^

Thanks again to those who gave their input. It helped.

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Mood: lovable
Yaoi Fix: Nagi -sniffle- and Omi. ;o; Cuddling and having a pillow fight. Kyaaaa~

axa Want to Want [11.07.2006] Nov 8th, 2006 4:54:29 am - Subscribe

I don't understand myself sometimes. I confuse myself sometimes. I get lost in my thoughts because they are clouded and vague.

I have been the type of person who lives for someone else's happiness.

I've become the type of person who lives for my own happiness, with no regret towards the people I hurt to get that happiness.

I've shamelessly broken hearts because the whim suited me. Because being single would make me happy. Because being in a relationship was too stressful and not my scene.

It makes me a cold person. It makes me a heartless bitch to the people who end up hurt.

I want to go to college. I want to get a job and forget about college.

I want to be single. I want to be in love and be placed on a pedestal.

My thoughts contradict themselves in all directions.

I don't like to feel this way. It makes me feel depressed. I feel like the glass is half empty. Like I need to live off the love of people.

I want to be an optimist again. I want to wake up in the morning and think "What can I do today that will please me and make me happy?"

I want to be a bitch that knows what she wants, instead of these fickle whims that change from day to day.

I want to know what I want again.

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Mood: headachy
Yaoi Fix: Papa to Kiss in the Dark

axa Halloween and Signals Oct 31st, 2006 10:37:11 pm - Subscribe

Is it sad that I can only get a signal at Jane's house if I'm standing in the middle of her drive way? And even then it's only two bars. I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm crazy, if she knows what I was doing. xD;

I freaking hate Sprint. But I'm in a contract with them for two years. Unless Cingular will be awesome and fund the deactivation fee to get me on their plan. But I'll worry about all of that after I turn eighteen and the phone is put in my name.

Anyhow. Onto the subject of Halloween.

I'm taking my cousins Jessie and Dalton out trick or treating. It was originally supposed to be all three of my cousins. And then it was supposed to only be Dalton, since Anthony was planning on handing out candy and Jessie was going with her friend.

Her friend apparently got grounded. So now I'm going to be taking her trick or treating as well, and I have to put her hair in a bun and locate some of my hair chopsticks. I think I gave all of them away, though. Either that or I lost them.

I'll figure out something. Her hair is shoulder length, so it probably would hold chopsticks very well anyway. Feh.

She is such an ungrateful little brat, though. I was nice enough to locate one of my costumes for her to wear, since she didn't have one. And then she had the gall to ask me if I had anything else.

And her mother said "I don't want Jessie wearing a sheet." I made the costume myself. And I put a lot of work into it.

And wow. Every item of clothing definitely starts out as a sheet of some material. Just because the costume is white doesn't mean it's made out of a fucking bed sheet.

God. They have money troubles, and yet they feel that they're too good for some things? I'm sorry. But that seems really fucking stupid. I have had my bouts where I wanted stuff and money. But when it comes right down to it, I am not spoiled. Not like Jessie and that idiot mother of hers.

But yeah. I ended up letting her wear my Chinese cocktail dress and a pair of hand-made Chinese slippers that I bought from this really sweet lady. The restaraunt I bought those shoes from isn't opened anymore. I CAN'T replace them.

And my cocktail dress is no longer made in the short style. It's only made in the long style. And I like short Chinese cocktail dresses.

So if Jessies tears it up I'm going to be really pissed off. It was freaking expensive, and I wear it to classly get-togethers. I will NOT be happy if it comes back in mediocre condition. I've had it for two years and it still looks as pristine as the day I purchased it.

And I don't care if they don't have the money to be wasting. If that ungrateful brat [who didn't even thank me] tears up my dress, Diane and Charles will be forking over the money to buy me a new one. Including the shipping tax.

I'm such a bitch. I'm slowly beginning to realize that I'm getting colder and colder towards my Uncle and that woman he's living with. And Jessie. I haven't really spoken to Anthony to form a definite opinion about him. Dalton really is the only one in that family that I like.

He's so cute, and he actually thanks people when they give him things. No matter if it's just a glass of chocolate milk. In all that he does, he is sweet. And I love him to death.

I wish we were only taking him out trick or treating tonight. It would lighten my mood.

I was okay having time taken out of my night to just take Dalton out trick or treating. Regardless of the fact that I have homework. I was willing to stay up and get it done. But now that Jessie is tagging along. I feel like my night is being robbed from me.

Good thing I'll be with Emily, Jane, and hopefully Holly.

If Tasha shows up I think I'll cry.
I'm not in the mood to put up with her.

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Mood: imabitchimabitchimabitchbitchbitch
Yaoi Fix: Gackt and Hyde ;o;

axa I <3 Hyde [And Gackt] [10.24.2006] Oct 25th, 2006 3:38:47 am - Subscribe

Mali, I'm going to kick your ass.

After you went in search of Gackt videos on YouTube, I felt compelled to find ones of Hyde. Since I love him more than I love Gackt. XD

I found some very amusing ones. Ohheckyes.

So, my lovely readers, please enjoy!

[Cell Phone Commercial?]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuXCvp6WL4Q

[Clips of Hyde put to the song "I'm With You" by Avril Lavigne]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6J23RVdM7do&NR

[Hyde Gets Man Kissed. Ohheckyes. XD]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3C7K1UP03A

[Sexy Dancing Hyde <3]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zimFgNLwvLk

[Terrible Quality, but it's Hyde acting silly.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t43gZtVS4oc&NR

[Penguin Smacking. O_o I love Hyde and his penguin.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtOBnIye3Rk&mode=related&search=

[What's in the Box? Hyde doesn't like Octopi.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPc-c4TmX7s&NR

[Singing Karaoke with a Pink Mic]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NEEHB--fIDU

[Have my babies, Hyde. XD He really enjoys "fuck".]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rPKNiBXNt0

[Hyde dances... With Santa!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIn9HMc78xc&NR

And now for some Gackt and Hyde! :3

[A Moonchild Music Video. I couldn't resist.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeXirX-HZVI&NR

[Hyde and Gackt: Bless the lord, it's raining men!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmn7JkAchlc

[I fucking love them. There is man hugging.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQJOvWOSl5I

[Gackt and Hyde clips done to "Everytime We Touch" by Cascada]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vpf602OhgpA&NR

[HYDE, QUIT BEING PRETTIER THAN GIRLS. Another Gackt/Hyde fanvideo. I'm pretty sure this is my favorite to date.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVqInO0a0RY&NR

[Is it sad that I watched the beginning of this video ten times before watching the rest of it? THIS is now my favorite to date. >_>]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZD_xkT5elrQ

[Hyde is such a freaking tease. And Gackt actually waits for Hyde to finish getting make-up so that he can get a hug. -explodes with love-]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xkwRd7Gi6g

[-sobs- I LOVE THEM AND THE GIRL MAKING THESE VIDEOS. THANK YOU FOR LIVING.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0o-u0IojS5Q

[I just should stop commenting. They're going to turn into blubbering rants that make no sense.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJFTPtCVGWg

[Singing together! -sniffle- SO CUTE. I'm such a fucking fangirl.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ycx-gWg-On8

[Just a slide show of pictures, but it makes me happy anyway. BECAUSE THEY ARE FUCKING GORGEOUS PICTURES. The end never fails to make me drool all over the desk. Though I believe it's been photoshopped. But hey, I can still dream.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4r9GbGMF5U

I wonder if they know how many girls [and boys] cream their pants of them paired together?

This is for Mali. I hope you enjoy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXO5DHfHaDc&NR

And I'm pretty sure I love Gackt ten times more than I did before this video binge. XD

Hehe.
-squeals with glee-

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Mood: affectionate

axa Finally Posting [10.24.2006] Oct 24th, 2006 8:21:55 pm - Subscribe

Ever since Aeonity was blocked at school, I no longer get on and post. Which is displeasing to my friends who enjoy reading my entries.

So I'll try to be more faithful in posting now. Since this is the only blog I really keep now, aside from a new one that I'm starting on an unblocked site at school. However, I suspect it will be blocked by the end of November.

So. Yaoi.
Real life slash.
Yep. All of it is hot.

Emily has been buying several movies as of late that have delicious Boy's Love in it.

Like Battle Royale II. Shuya/Taku = Love.

And then there is Moonchild, which stars Hyde [my favorite Japanese singer], and Gackt [who is becoming my second favorite]. They are so wonderful together. And so beautiful. ;o;

I can't wait to finish watching it, but I've been told that the end is so sad. ;o; But very Boys Love-y. So, that's good. <3

AND LATTER DAYS. OH MY FREAKING GOD. I loved it like something crazy.

And now I'm going to watch a movie. I'll try updating tomorrow or something.

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Mood: deprived
Yaoi Fix: Chibis. ;o;

axa ANGER! [10.18.2006] Oct 18th, 2006 6:57:01 pm - Subscribe

The school has blocked Aeonity on their computers. So now I can't get on every day and blog. Ugh. That makes me so freaking angry. And they blocked it as a Game site. WTF? I THINK NOT. DX

Next they'll block Smartania. And I'll be even more pissed off.

UGH. I'M BLEEDING FROM MY FUCKING VAGINA. I DO NOT NEED THIS KIND OF IRRITATION RIGHT NOW.

-storms and rants- ARGH.

I WANT TO CUT OUT MY OVARIES. RAWR. D<

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Mood: malicious
Yaoi Fix: Cuddling with NO blood. T_T

axa A Little Surprised [10.13.2006] Oct 13th, 2006 5:33:06 pm - Subscribe

Computer Application assignments have been getting a little more time consuming lately. But that's only because research has to be done to do them. For example, for the past two days we have been doing brochures. I did my firs on Wingate University. The second I did on the state of Pennsylvania. I manage to finish the informative parts of the brochure on the day it is assigned, and coming into class the following day I would put the finishing touches [my name, and such].

This weekend my mom and I are going to be putting together my Rainbow Fairy costume for the Halloween dance on the 21st. It was cheaper to make it than to buy an actual costume. I've compared myself to being a gay parade with all of the rainbow involved in the costume. Rainbow armwarmers, rainbow legwarmers, rainbow collar/choker, rainbow wings. And a friend of mine is going to make my eye make-up rainbow colorful as well. My mother, bless her naïveté, thinks it's a nifty idea to be a colorful fairy. She doesn't even realize what I'm going to be symbolizing by wearing it. Or, rather, she knows what the rainbow stands for, but she doesn't realize that I know and that it is my intention to stand for that. I love her to death. But I can't bring myself to tell her about the things that I like. It would disappoint her, and I just can't let her down. I couldn't face her, knowing that was disappointed with my choices.

I went to sleep at 11:00 last night. And I slept until 7:45 this morning. I'm finally feeling like I've had enough sleep. Which is great. I'm so glad that I'm not about to fall asleep. I'm so awake right now, it's insane.

I was somewhat satisfied with my grades at the end of the first six weeks. They went as such:

Psychology/Sociology: 96%
Latin II: 77%
Computer Apps: 100%
Forensics Science: 88%

I was a little annoyed at my Latin II grade. It's a C, but it's a low C. I really need to get a B. It was my fault, however, since I didn't finish all of my homework up. It dealt my grade a blow.

I'm REALLY annoyed by my Forensics grade. I had a 93 in that class. An A. But the school decided to drop a couple of the assignments that not everyone did. I'd done them. And taking away those assignments made the test that I bombed that much more important. So now I have a B. That pisses me off so much. I fucking hate that class. And I hate the school for making it without having a teacher ready to take it on. It's so irresponsible.

We are getting a teacher, however. A teacher that is giving up her planning period to take on the class. Each Forensics class has a different teacher. Because THAT is such a BRILLIANT plan. We're getting the teacher on Monday. She said that we might not even learn Forensics, because she doesn't know Forensics. I don't know about you, but doesn't defeat the purpose of it being a Forensics Science class? If the schoolboard wasn't loaded with assholes, we might have gotten a Study Hall. But no. They can only hire jackasses that don't remember what school is even like.

Rantrantrant.

Rah! I'm furious! Can't you tell?

Not really. Just annoyed is all. I'm required to rant about the school system being retarded. It's my job as a hormonal teenager, don't you know. Now. Onto other subjects. Like the Yaoi viewing and how it's been going.

Boku No Sexual Harassment gave a new meaning to "drunk off your ass", as my witty friend Emily mentioned. There is a scene in it which is, well, disgusting. Really disgusting. Nasty. Sick. Wrong. Etc.

If you don't have a strong stomach, I advise you not to read what I'm about to recount.

If you squirm very easily, leave this entry right now. If you can't handle squicky [vomit-inducing] concepts, then you do not need to read this. I promise you that you will be better off never knowing this. You'll never be able to eat a specific food ever again. EVER. I know that I never will.

There is a disgusting, vile man in Boku No Sexual Harassment. I don't remember his name. But he raped my cute little uke Junya. Then he blackmailed him with video tapes of their sex. And since Junya wants to keep his reputation, he remains a good little boy and does what he is told. Until Honma, his boss, decides to intervene. He gets his revenge. And the nasty man gets EXACTLY what is coming to him. Oh yes. But it is nasty. Very nasty.

Junya gives the nasty man a knockout drug in his bourbon [a type of alcohol]. He passes out, and when he wakes up we are given an interesting perspective of him. You can see a bottle of bourbon being emptied into what looks like his ass. For a second you think "Nah. They wouldn't do that." BUT THINK AGAIN. Honma was most definitely feeding and entire bottle of alcohol into nasty man's unattractive keister. EW. And he actually began to get drunk off of it.

I wanted it to end there. I REALLY did. But oh no. They couldn't spare me from further disgust. Next Honma brandishes corn. Still on the cob. With the leaves peeled back. "Oh my god. He wouldn't do- OH MY GOD." Honma thrusts it up nasty man's but and begins ministrations akin to anal sex. I'm about to puke at this point. IT WAS SHINY. AND NASTY. AND OH GOD I WANT TO THROW UP THINKING ABOUT IT.

Maybe you think I'm over-blowing this, but it was NASTY. I mean, I love a cock up a guy's ass as much as the next yaoi fangirl, but it was CORN. IN A MAN'S ANUS. Maybe it was my utter unattraction to nasty man, paired with the disgust of seeing food used LIKE THAT. Especially when I LIKE corn.

NOT ANYMORE. I will never. Ever. Eat corn again. Not with that image forever burned in my mind. If my mother serves corn on the cob for Thanksgiving, I'm pretty sure I'll upchuck. Yeah.

[/END DISGUST]

Zetsuai was really... I can't think of the word. Melodramatic? Yeah. I think that's it. AND THERE WAS NO FUCKING SEX IN IT. RAWR. I AM ANGRY. I WANTED TO SEE SEX. DX

I really liked the story line, though. But I'm afraid to see Bronze. It's a continuation of Zetsuai. Though I DO know that there is sex at the beginning. It made me quite happy.

We haven't watched Legend of the Four Horsemen or Fish in the Trap yet. But we will. Soon. When Emily DOESN'T complain about the artwork in FitT. That's right, mali. I'm talking to you.

Jane, Emily, and I are working the concessions at the Football Game tonight.

Don't get me wrong. I'm in no way displaying school spirit. It's because Mr. Horne begged me to do it, because he was short workers. Mr. Horne is my favorite teacher at this school. How could I possible say no? I don't have anything better to do.

So, we're going to have fun working together. I would say since we won't see Jane on Saturday, but I think we're going to see The Grudge 2? I think so, anyway. After she gets done with her SATs.

Emily is spending the night, so that's going to be fun. I think she's going to bombard me with horror movies.

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Mood: dandy
Yaoi Fix: Cuddling! Fireplace! YAY! ^o^

axa Pinstripe [10.10.2006] Oct 10th, 2006 5:28:11 pm - Subscribe

Yesterday I received a new pair of pinstripe pants from a friend of mine. I was very excited to get them, as I have never owned pinstripe before. I'm wearing them today, and aside from being thin and the fact that I'm freezing my ass off, they are gorgeous pants. So classy and sophisticated. And I'm wearing heels. Again. Always with the four inch boost. [I very rarely wear tennis shoes.]

I gave my cousin Jessie nearly all of my old clothes, and they fit her well. I'm glad that they won't just go to waste being stuffed into bags while slowly deteriorating. And she apparently fell in love with the two Sailor Moon shirts that I gave her. Being that they no longer fit me, I thought it would be nice of me to send them to her. Yesterday I gave her my Sailor Moon wall scroll, and I may give her my Sailor Moon dolls. I'm not sure yet, since I'm kind of attached to them [to me they are collector items and part of my love for anime]. If she likes Sailor Moon at her age, then I might can corrupt her into watching other animes. Maybe I'll start her out with D.N.Angel. That's a good, cute anime.

And maybe one day, when she's my age, she'll be a dirty yaoi pervert. Not that I'm aiming for that, of course. But it would be nice not being the only person in my family who enjoys homosexuality. Sadly, she's from a very Southern family, of the type that allows their kids to swear at the age of seven and drop the 'N-bomb'. They might be very close-minded about homosexuals. Like my mother is.

I do hope that Jessie and I can become fairly good friends, and that we will be able to watch anime together and actually get along.

As it is, I heard a lot of bad things about my Uncle from my extended family, but for the most part none of it has been true. Except for the fact that Diane, his girlfriend/wife, is a lazy bitch that doesn't do anything. Since they've arrived, she hasn't gotten out of the bed once. She claims she is sick, and she is too tired. My Uncle is the one taking care of Anthony, Jessie, and Dalton. Not her. He's like a mother and a father.

Dalton is still as hyper as the first time I saw him. Charles brought them over last night, and he is some kind of craziness.

I'm a little ticked at my Uncle Charles, though. He lets Dalton watch whatever he wants. Doesn't matter if it's rated R or anything. No wonder the little guy swears like a sailor and knows twenty different ways to die [I really suspect that Dalton has seen Mortal Combat]. He's frighteningly smart and perceptive, but Charles is going to ruin him by letting his childhood end too quickly. Which is what is going to happen if he matures through the things that he watches.

Changing subjects, I'm exhausted today. Then again, in the last two days I've had a total of ten hours of sleep. That might explain it. I'm going to try getting to sleep early tonight. I don't have much homework in Latin, and nothing would be stopping me from snoozing the moment I hit home after coming from Jane's house at 6:30, or something.

Speaking of Jane's house, we're going to watch Zetsuai and Bronze today. It's going to be so delicious. I've heard that it's a lot like Papa to Kiss in the Dark, when it comes to the sex scenes. So it won't be really hardcore. More like some kind of softcore. Maybe. If even that.

I almost forgot. Yesterday I had to deal with a group of trolling assholes on Gaia. They decided to flame my good friend Sammy, and I was not about to stand for that. Jane and I took care of them. And then a Moderator signed on and that was the end of that. Honestly. People who troll are cowards. If they can't flame someone on their main usernames, then they are seriously lame. When I insult idiots, do I do it under one of my lesser known accounts? Fuck no. I want everyone to know I'm the one that sodomized them with my wit. I post their idiocy in my Journal for all of my friends to mock.

But I do it in such a way that I have never called them a profane insult, directly. I do not namedrop. They've called me a plethora of things. Generally it is calling me a "bitch", which is amusing, really. I'm not the kind of person to be affected by such a word. That is because I know that I'm a bitch, and I embrace my bitchdom. Being called a bitch just makes me giggle.

I just took a test in Computer Apps. I really hope that I did well on it. Considering there were two questions that we haven't even gone over. I've never seen the icons for ascending and descending order. Oh well. I'm sure I did fine, aside from that. Speaking of which, the computer that I'm using finally prints. It hadn't before today. Cochran had to read the files once I saved them onto the computer. I'm a little put off, though. Now I actually have to get out of my seat to retrieve my work and then turn it in. There goes my supreme laziness.

For once I got to eat lunch with Jane and Sammy. Normally they eat third lunch, while Emily and I are on second lunch. But today they were given second lunch, since the newspaper is coming to interview them, or something. Whatever the case, I got to hang out with them. Which was much fun, and lunch seemed much shorter than it usually does. ♥

My friends and I have gotten to see each other a lot today. This morning Emily picked me up for school, so I got to ride with her and Jane. We dropped by the gas station to pick up coffee, which was delicious. I was reunited with Jane, Emily, and Sammy during the Senior meeting, and then Jane and I were scheduled to go to Guidance to talk with a representative from Queens University in Charlotte. Only the representatitive didn't. show. up. We wasted twenty-five minutes waiting for her, but she never showed. And then Jane, Sammy, Emily, and I had lunch together. So today has been good, and friend filled.

Jane, Emily, and I get to enjoy some tasty yaoi♥ later today. So exciting! I really can't wait.

Computer Apps is dragging by today. I've got nothing to do but update my blog, but I'm running out of things to talk about. So, how about those...

Ah, forget it. I'm not even going to try to waste time. I've got my spiffy MP3 Player that my brother gave me yesterday, so I'll just listen to music for the last ten minutes of class. And maybe darken my eyeliner, since it's fading.

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Mood: destructive
Yaoi Fix: Singing Karaoke? ;o;

axa Highly Annoyed [10.08.2006] Oct 8th, 2006 4:13:48 pm - Subscribe

I hate my father. He is the only person alive that I truly hate. I may dislike other people, but not him. I loathe him. Despise him.

I thought that he might be learning how to be civil. But, no. He hasn't learned a fucking thing. He's the same dipshit asshole that I can't stand.

He gets angry over stupid shit. Today he yelled at my mom because, GOD FORBID, his shirt wasn't washed. WHO THE HELL GETS PISSED OFF ABOUT THAT?

Seriously. If he wants his fucking shirt washed, he should do it himself instead of relying on everyone else. But he is obviously some sort of fucking king that wants us to do everything for him.

BULLSHIT.

That man is useless for everything. And he annoys the fuck out of me. At the age of seventeen, I'm more mature than he is.

My father needs to grow the hell up.

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Mood: angry
Yaoi Fix: Merr. I wish.

axa Dear me. [10.07.2006] Oct 7th, 2006 4:53:24 am - Subscribe

Dalton, my lovely little cousin, is a wall of pure hyper.

I also believe that he is going to be a heartbreaker when he grows up. He claims, at the age of seven, that he has already dated twins. That is SO cute. I love him like crazy.

Anthony is ten times different from what I rememeber. He's not an emo kid [awww], but he is really quiet. Nothing like the brat I had to put up with several years ago. Atleast he's not hard to deal with.

I'm pretty sure Jessie doesn't even remember me. She didn't say more than two words in the time I was around her. She demands her own room in the apartment that they've moved into. Which means Anthony, a ninth grader, has to share is room with a seven-year-old. It's not fair to Anthony that he has to share his room. He's older, he deserves his privacy.

Today was Dalton's birthday, so we had a spur of the moment cake made up for him with his name and everything. We're going to take him to get a present sometime soon.

Sunday is going to be so much fun. o: Jane, Sammy, and Emily [hopefully] will be coming over for an awesome sleepover. No Tasha, because she would put a damper on my mood and I would not be able to handle it.

Jane has acquired more Yaoi for us to watch. I can't wait until Tuesday. There will be some hot yaoi sex being watched on Jane's computer. Ohheckyes.

It's amusing, really. Jane and I have only really gotten to know each other this past summer. And we're already watching porn together. Lawl. It must be a yaoi fangirl thing. Mixed with the fact that we aren't very modest when it comes to the Yaoi. Then again, I watch Yaoi with Emily too. But it took some effort for her to watch it with another person. [Emily, you modest thing, you.]

Anyhow, the animes we'll be watching next are:

Boku no Sexual Harassment
Legend of the Four Horsemen
Zetsuai and Bronze

I hope Jane can find the other Yaoi she was talking about. It was something like BeBoy Kidnappin' Idol. Sounds interesting and delicious.

Now, I really think that I should get some sleep. I'm pretty much exhausted, and tomorrow my relatives are coming over so that we can show them around town.

Ugh. I better not have to get up before eleven. I'll be pissed if I have to.

I HATE HAVING THE FUCKING SNIFFLES. GO AWAY, DAMN IT. DX DX DX

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Mood: congested
Yaoi Fix: ;o; Alucard nurturing Aya when he's sick. Eeee!

axa Good Ol' Psychology [10.06.2006] Oct 6th, 2006 5:37:11 pm - Subscribe

Keistering: To inject methamphetamine into the anal canal.

Serious risks include:

Serious damage to anal tissue and membranes.
Can lead to intestinal cramping, bowel problems.
Increased risk of HIV, STDs, hepatitis B from anal tissue damage.

"Butt whacks, booty bumps."

So I'm pretty that is the most hilarious thing I've ever read concerning drugs. In fact I had to contain my snickers while researching meth for a Psychology project.

At first, I was sure that "crystal cock" was the funniest thing dealing with drugs. "Crystal cock" is the terminology used to describe Meth induced erectile dysfunction.

However, "butt whacks, booty bumps" definitely takes the cake. And I'm sure half the class is going to be thoroughly disgusted when I explain that anal injection is a form of doing meth.

I know that two people in the group I'm part of were totally disgusted. I know for sure that one is a homophobe, so I decided to use it just to piss him off. Because he's been annoying me lately by touching all of my stuff.

Also, I learned something else new. 38% of meth users participate in anal sex during their euphoria.

Though it's called the redneck drug of choice, I'm pretty sure it might also be the homosexual drug of choice.

Though I read that men and women participated in anal sex while on Meth. So it might just be that meth triggers some appeal about sticking a cock up someone's ass, even if you're generally not the type to like it.

Huh. I'm delightfully vulgar today, aren't I? This blog is beginning to sound more and more like myself when I'm away from school.

I almost fell asleep in first period though. I was so tired, and so bored. Until I found that interesting information on meth that kept me amused and awake.

My uncle is going to arrive here today from Louisiana. UGH. I so don't want to have him living near me.

Jane's coming over today, so I'll have an excuse not to meet with them and spend lots of time. That'll be nice.

The only bright side is that my cousin Dalton is going to be living close. He is SO cute. And he's turning seven today. ;o; I love him so much.

So far I'm not sure if I like Anthony, who will be my cousin as soon as my Uncle marries the woman he's been living with for twelve years.

I'm pretty sure I'm going to hate Jessica, who will also be my cousin as soon at they get married. She's in that stage of life where she wants EVERYTHING. No matter if the money isn't readily available to get it. She's in her bitch/brat stage. I'll have to break her of that. Otherwise I'll end up beating the crap out of her for being too damn selfish.

I went through that stage, I've fallen back into that stage. I HATE that stage. Money is not love, as she seems to believe. Dalton, who is seven years old, understands that principle better than she does.

Jessie and I are going to have some issues, I think. But I'll be nice until she decides to be rude. And if she isn't as bad as I've been told, then we'll be fine. I do hope that is the case. I don't want to be involved with the drama that comes with sixth graders.

I kind of hope Anthony is an emo kid. Because then I can squeal and tell all of my friends that I have an emo kid for a cousin.

I haven't seen them for five years, so I don't how they've grown up. I don't know what they look like, or how they've changed in the way of attitude. I just know that Anthony is supposedly very quiet nowadays, as opposed to the obnoxious kid I knew. Jessie is a terror that feeds off of money. Dalton is still the cutest, sweetest thing you've ever seen.

I'm kind of looking forward to seeing my cousins. Just not my uncle and his girlfriend. Because I hate my uncle, and I have for a long time. Nor do I like his girlfriend. All she does is sit on her ass and sleep. She doesn't work at all, but she doesn't take care of the kids either. So it's not like she's a stay-at-home mom. She's a "I'm-not-going-to-do-anything" mother. What a waste.

So. We did absolutely nothing in Computer Apps today. We were supposed to take a test, but because half the people weren't in class today because of a Breast Cancer Fundraiser, he decided to postpone it until Tuesday. Yay. Not that it would have been a hard test.

I'll update either tomorrow or Monday.

Until then.

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axa FRIGIDUM EST. [10.05.2006] Oct 5th, 2006 4:42:53 pm - Subscribe

To my anonymous commenter: EMILY! YOU WHORE! XD "Go 'head girl, don't you stop
Keep going 'til you hit the spot (woah)." Love ya like crazy!

It's very cold today. It was this morning, anyhow. And the school is always freezing. We're nearing the cold seasons and they haven't even turned the heat on. The hell is up with that? I'm tired of not being able to wear short sleeves comfortably. Everyday I need to bring my jacket just to stay warm in the day. Wearing no sleeves is like commiting suicide.

I've done my work for Computer Apps already, so I'm free for the rest of the period. I'm probably going to do a lot of doodling/drawing. Stuff like that. I kind of wish the school had a scanner that I could use, but the don't. Obviously.

They also need to unblock Gaia, so that I can get to my commissions. Since I lost my sketchbook that had all of my commissions, I have to start over from scratch, which totally sucks.

Jane, Emily, and I are going to watch another anime today~! I don't remember the name of it, but I'm told that it is deliciously cute. So I can't wait. And I'll be spending time with my friends. Who could ask for more?

I don't really have anything else for this entry. I really want to draw, instead of update. So that's what I'll do.

Until tomorrow.

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axa No Longer Tired [10.04.2006] Oct 4th, 2006 5:31:18 pm - Subscribe

To start off I'll respond to my two beautiful commenters, since they gave me a smile today.

revelation: Thank you very much for your advice. It's nice to hear that my anger wasn't misplaced. I mean, rest assured, my friend Anna and I have had our bitchfests where we were both angry. But this was the first time that I've been the only one angry. I mentioned to her yesterday how upset I was about the whole ordeal, and she felt terrible about it. I can't count how many times she apologized for it. So I'm no longer mad at her, and everything is a-okay. She's doing better too, it was just that she finally hit rock bottom and she couldn't take it.

emogirlie: I'm glad my pain made you laugh, because it made me want to cry. It's also nice to know that my vulgar exclamations don't disgust you. Really, though, I think I've seen one episode of Naruto, and just. No. I couldn't even stand it. The voices were terrible, the plot made no sense to me. All I remember was Sakura screaming "SASUKE!!!" and Naruto saying "BELIEVE IT!" atleast three times. Yep. That's all I remember. I'm pretty sure I succeeded in repressing the rest of the episode. As for me reading my fanfictions, I wouldn't do that. Because I know not everyone enjoys the same animes I do. So I'm not going to subject everyone to what I like. Because I'm not a selfish whore.

I'm pretty sure that yesterday was the first time that I've shown my true colors on Aeonity. Because I was in a ranting mood, and I needed to get it out of my system. Generally when I'm at school I'm subdued from my generally sarcastic and caustic state of mind.

Or maybe the first entry showing my sarcastic side was "Twin for a Day". Just not in full force like yesterday's second entry was. I was in a pissy mood, Jane was with me and ranting with her only helped to fuel the fire. Together we are a danger to the fate of idiot fangirls everywhere. Seriously.

Jane, Emily, and I have decided that were are going to take the initiative. We are going to confront the teacher in charge of Anime Club, and we're going to get it set up right. As we were the members of the club last year, it is our right as past members and as seniors to head the club. We'll prepare certain days for reading fanfiction in small groups, certain days for playing video games, certain days for watching anime movies. But for the love of all things sane, we will NOT try to cram everything into one meeting. That isn't a smart way to divvy the time we have.

Honestly, I hope half of the members drop the club. That might sound a little mean, but several of the members are idiots. They've seen one anime [which is Naruto, of course], they preach that anime to people who don't want to hear about it, and all they write/draw/talk about is said anime. GET ECLECTIC WITH YOUR TASTES, PEOPLE.

Here's a list of only some of the animes I have seen:

Weiss Kreuz Kapitel, Weiss Kreuz Verbrechan-Strafe, Weiss Kreuz Gluhen
Hellsing series, Hellsing OVA
Gravitation
Sukisho series, Sukisho OVA
PAPA TO HEART Kiss in the Dark
Sensitive Pornograph
Record of Lodoss War
Ouran High School Host Club
Ai No Kusabi
Pretear
Princess Tutu
Chobits
Oh My Goddess! series, Ah! My Goddess movie
Vampire Princess Miyu series, Vampire Princess Miyu OVA
Slayers series, Slayers: The Movie
Dragon Ball Z series, Dragon Ball Z movies
Sailor Moon series, Sailor Moon movies
Ronin Warriors
Cowboy Bebop
Samurai Champloo
Serial Experiments Lain
Betterman
DNAngel
Neon Genisis Evangelion
Fruits Basket/Furuba
Yu-Gi-Oh! series, Yu-Gi-Oh! GX series, Yu-Gi-Oh! movie
Pokemon series, Pokemon movies
X/1999 movie
Princess Mononoke
Escaflowne
Ayashi No Ceres

I would continue, but I'm running out of time in class. That isn't even half of the ones that I've watched, let alone the manga that I've read! Many of the titles on that list aren't mainstream animes. But that's because I generally hate animes that get totally abused by too many people. Like for the longest time I hated Yu-Gi-Oh, until I started playing the game and opened up to the series.

I think I should have a little more say on what goes on in the Anime Club than, say, someone who has only seen one or two animes. I have seen a LOT of anime. And I'm continuing to watch new anime every day. I know about different genres of animes. Most of the animes on my list differ from each other greatly. Like Hellsing and Pretear, or Weiss Kreuz and Chobits. I watch shoujo animes, and I also watch violent, bloody animes. I watch commical animes, and I watch animes that make me want to curl up with a box of bonbons and an arsenal of Kleenex.

I do not have an OMG ONE ANIME mindset. I love a lot of animes. Sure, I have my favorites. But I don't stick just to them. I mean, god. Sometimes I even need a break from Weiss Kreuz, my favorite anime. I don't live and breathe it, like most Narutards do. And I don't ever plan on being that way.

Look at that. I ranted AGAIN because of the people in Anime Club. That's how much they annoy me.

Just thinking about it makes my blood boil.

No, I'm not over-reacting. Yes, I am a bitch and I have a problem with idiocy in general. No, I won't shut up about it and just let them be. Yes, I will mock them and nit-pick at them until they either explode, run crying to their parents, or see the error of their ways and change.

That is all.

Good day to you, my readers.

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axa Impair My Hearing. Please. [10.03.2006] Oct 3rd, 2006 10:16:13 pm - Subscribe

I don't think I have ever had a worse time in Anime Club. Really. Then again, last year anime club didn't have twenty-some members obsessed with Naruto and ONLY FUCKING NARUTO.

IF I HEAR NARUTO ONE MORE TIME, I THINK MY HEAD WILL IMPLODE.
MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE. BRUTALLY MAIM MY AUDITORY NERVE SO THAT I CAN BE SPARED FROM HEARING NARUTO BULLSHIT.
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That's not the worst of it, unfortunately.

Anime club started off on the WRONG foot when my lovely friend Tasha decided to utter the phrase "DOUSHITE-NE?"

Just oh my fucking god. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? Jane and I immediately called her on it, and she had the IMPUDENCE to say that she took courses in Japanese.

Let me tell you what I know about that:

BULLSHIT BULLSHIT BULLSHIT. BULLSHITTING LIAR.

AND THEN. LET US NOT FORGET THE GIRL WHO WOULDN'T SHUT UP TILL WE READ HER FUCKING FANFICTION.

Now, I could understand if it was REALLY good fanfiction. BUT IT WASN'T. IT WAS NOT GOOD FANFICTION. IT WAS FREAKING CRAPPY FANFICTION.

IT DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A GODFORSAKEN TITLE. WHY.

Not to mention, it was her FIRST fanfiction. YOU DO NOT READ YOUR FIRST FANFICTION OUT LOUD.

More importantly, DON'T FREAKING READ FANFICTION OUT LOUD ANYWAY. Unless EVERYONE is willing.

Let me tell you. I wanted to to rip out my eardrums. Or stab myself repeatedly in the ovaries because MY GOD MY PERIOD HASN'T EVEN BEEN THAT PAINFUL.

Jesus Christ. I was so happy when we got up and left. Thank you so much Jane, for having tutoring today. You saved me from drowing in suckfic and RANDOM JAPANESE INSERTIONS.

And what the fuck? They brought in a Naruto game. NOT EVERYONE IN ANIME CLUB LOOOVES NARUTO.

I HATE IT.

GOD.

Welcome to Aeonity, Jane!

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axa Should I Be Angry. [10.03.2006] Oct 3rd, 2006 5:37:33 pm - Subscribe

My best friend Anna said she would gladly give up everything, just to be dead. She says she wishes an unfortunate accident would occur. She says she wants to die.

I'm so furious at her for saying those things. I couldn't bring myself talk to her yesterday, because I didn't want to hear her say it again.

Am I right to be angry? Am I right to feel resentful for what she said?

How am I supposed to react to having my friend tell me she would give up her friendship with me so that she could be dead? I feel worthless. Like I don't matter enough to her for her to want to stay alive.

And she thinks I would move on if she died. Honestly, if Anna died, I think I would lose it. For the past three or four years, Anna and I have been the closest of friends, almost like sisters. Up until now we have helped each other through all of our hard spots.

She's never said she would be willing to give up everything just to die. She's never made our friendship feel like a waste before.

If Anna were to die, in no uncertain terms I would be an absolute wreck. I love her so much. She's the most precious person to me next to my mom and my brother. And let's face it, if she died, I'd never be able to get over it fully.

Everytime Alucard was mentioned, or AxA, I'd remember her. Everytime I wore the hoodie she had made for me, I'd remember her and the inside jokes we shared. Whenever I entered the Art Shop, I'd remember her because we originally started it with just the two of us. No matter where I went in my house, she would come to mind. Because she's been in that house. Everything would remind me of her. Everything would make me cry and mourn her passing.

I'm so frustrated right now. I feel like she's being so selfish. Just look what kind of pain she'd put her loved ones through. And I'm not just talking about me. I'm sure my reaction to her death wouldn't hold a candle to how her family would respond. And how Val would handle it.

God. HOW could she be willing to give up the people that love her the most? How could she even think to put the people that love her most through that kind of pain?

Am I wrong to feel this way? Should I be forgiving and not resentful? Should I just look the other way and pretend it doesn't hurt that she would prefer to be dead than with her family, Val, and me?

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axa New Plan. [10.02.2006] Oct 2nd, 2006 5:36:14 pm - Subscribe

In all the shock of last week, I forgot to mention that at Jane's sleepover I dropped my cell phone. Now, it wasn't a short, insignificant drop. Oh no. Allow me to create you a mental image of exactly what happened.

Jane has a beautiful, hard wood spiral staircase. Leading up from the tiled foyer of her house. There is a wall to the left of the stair case. There is not one to the right, just pretty railing.

Now, I went traipsing up that lovely staircase, carrying my cell phone in my right hand, and an almost empty drink in the left. I tripped on one of the stairs. Did I lose my grip on the drink that would have done no damage? NO. My right hand's grip faltered, and there went my cell phone, FLYING OVER THE FUCKING RAILING OF THE STAIRCASE. It crashed to a hard, unforgiving tiled floor. The dragon case I bought for it broke, and the back popped off and the battery was thrown out. I was afraid that it wouldn't turn on, but to my great relief it did.

Until I saw the trashed LCD screens. Nothing was readable, thanks to the cracks and black splotches all over the screen. I nearly cried, since my mother and I had talked about what would happen if my phone happened to get busted. She said she wouldn't buy me another phone, because it would be expensive.

She was right about them being expensive. Apparently, because I removed the original casing of the phone it was no longer under warranty. WTF. No one bothered to tell me that when I bought the case. Jackasses, they're supposed to.

However, she wasn't right about never buying me another phone. Two days ago my mother told Alltel to suck her figurative cock and moved me to Sprint. She got me a new plan, and a new cell phone that is absolutely gorgeous. Thankfully, since I was on a Pay As You Go plan before, it didn't cost any money to void a contract.

I love my new phone, and I love my mama for buying it for me. And as soon as Merlin's Magical Brew [a coffee shop] opens, I'm going to look into getting a job and taking on the payment of the phone. And start saving money for a car. In other words, all of the money I'll be making will not be going to buying me clothes and things. I want to keep my cell phone. And I want a freaking car. I'm willing to make that sacrifice. Besides, my mother is still pretty nice about buying me things.

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axa Commission Time [09.29.2006] Sep 29th, 2006 5:35:24 pm - Subscribe

I didn't update my journal today for a couple of reasons.

The first reason is that I had a Benchmark test in Computer Apps today. I think I did okay on it.

The latter reason is that I'm finally cracking down on my Commissions. I have pictures to draw, and I've been putting them off for quite some time. Luckily I was a drawing mood today. I'm nearly done with the first commission. I already had it sketched out and I just needed to add the details of facial features and clothing. My second commission is draw in my other sketchbook, and all it needs for completion is clothing and color.

The other four commissions I haven't even started on. I feel bad about that, since I accepted some of the requests nearly two weeks ago.

Nearly all of them need to be colored, and I'm starting to think I should charge more for coloring. Yes, I need all the practice I can get with Photoshop coloring, but this is seriously going to drain me of energy. Especially doing it with a mouse. After I get my tablet at Christmas, I think I'll be more open to coloring. Using a mouse is just a hassle, and takes too much time.

Ah, well. It turns out I did update my journal. I misread the clock, so I have some time to post more than excuses as to why I can't post.

That didn't make any sense. But whatever.

I never got around to praising the slight nuances of Miki Shinichirou's voice. But I love his voice. It's distinguishable, just like Koyasu's. I can pick it out almost always, and his voice acting never disappoints. In regards to Miki in generally, I love him. Because he's such a slut. He's played in several hardcore yaoi movies/OVAs.

I must go now. The bell is going to ring in two minutes, and I need to take out my CD, put up my headphones, and get together my things. I have a tendency to be unprepared for the bell.

However. One last thing.

TODAY I GET TO FINISH WATCHING SUKISHO. OMGOMGOMG.

I'M SO EXCITED. I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO BE OVER.

Lawl. There goes my hyper moment.

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axa Reviewing Voice Actors [09.28.2006] Sep 28th, 2006 5:37:01 pm - Subscribe

It's amazing, really. Miki Shinichirou, yet another Weiss Kreuz voice actor, plays in Sukisho as well.

I almost immediately recognized the voice yesterday [in between my fangirl squeals about Koyasu and Midorikawa].

What really impressed me was Soichiro Hoshi's ability to alter his voice. In Sukisho he plays the character Sunao, and Sunao's alter ego Ran. Sunao's voice is fairly sophisticated, yet still young. However, when the alter ego Ran wakes up to play, the voice becomes childish and playful. I almost did not realize it was one voice actor, until further researching the anime's voice actors. I must praise Hoshi's ability to change his voice for different personalities.

While I do, indeed, love the sultry and sexy voice of Koyasu Takehito, I can pick it out from any anime that he has played in. His voice, beautiful as it is, always sounds the same. Because of the fact that his voice is orgasmic in itself, he doesn't need the talent to be able to alter it. Nevertheless, Koyasu's voice acting is impeccable, and aside from my love for all things sensuous, I love that about him. The only anime Koyasu had me fooled in was Ouran. Not to say I didn't recognize the voice of Ranka Fujioka, but it wasn't apparent to me right away that is was Koyasu's voice I was recognizing. I said "I know that voice," and never bothered to look it up.

Hikaru Midorikawa is another voice actor who has never failed to please me. He can also change his voice, much like Hoshi. From the role of Shuldig [Weiss Kreuz] to playing Mira [Papa to Kiss in the Dark] and Sora [Sukisho], he certainly took a leap. Schuldig is a sadistic, evil character who firmly believes that ruined lives taste like honey, and enjoys manipulating people into hating one another. And yet, playing Mira and Sora, you see a completely different side of Midorikawa. He's cute, and lovable, and you can't help but squeal or smile every time you hear his adorable voice.

And then there is Miki Shinichirou...

[Will continue later.]

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axa Back to Normal [09.27.2006] Sep 27th, 2006 5:34:12 pm - Subscribe

School is finally returning to normal. I heard ambulances this morning, but I have no idea where they were headed and I don't want to know. And I don't want to think about it.

I found out last night that it's Brandon's own fault that he is dead. He took a sharp turn going 90. That's why he died on impact with a road sign. Idiot. He could still be alive if he wasn't so reckless.

I'd like to say that my cold is clearing up, but I'm not so sure. Just when I think the sniffling is subsiding, it comes back stronger than before. All I can do is continue to take medicine in hopes that it will go away. I'm getting frustrated with being tired all of the time, though. I don't even turn on my alarm clock in the morning anymore, because I just want to get as much sleep as I can.

Mirage of Blaze, the lovely anime Emily told Jane and me about, really sucks when it's dubbed. It would probably be fine if it was subbed, but it wasn't. The voices were off, melodramatic, and extremely funny. I ended up laughing through the three episodes I watched. I could not take it seriously for more than a minute. And there wasn't much boy's love. However, the OVA does have yaoi in it. So I'm happy about that.

Today Jane is going to let me watch Sukisho. I already love the anime just because of the Japanese voice actors. Hikaru Midorikawa is my second favorite voice actor. The small nuances of his voice when he played Schuldig from Weiss Kreuz. Ahh. I love him. So dearly.

If it weren't for Koyasu Takehito, the love of my life in voice actors, Midorikawa would take the cake. Those two men are gods with their voices. Takehito is even a singer.

Takehito is my 3-dimensional bishounen. I want to have his babies.

Sukisho is going to be enjoyable, since Midorikawa is the voice of one of the lead roles.

I was about to say that it would be more enjoyable if my favorite voice actor Koyasu Takehito was involved. But, after researching the anime I found out that he IS.

Oh my fucking god. I am going to be in my heaven today. Midorikawa AND Takehito in the same anime again? What wonderful thing have I done to deserve this blessing?

I CANNOT FREAKING WAIT TO GET TO JANE'S HOUSE.

Well. That was out of the ordinary for me on this blog. Generally I'm more calm.

But oh my god.

To get to watch them voice act together just really lights me up. The cute voice of Midorikawa, with Takehito's DROP DEAD FUCK ME BACKWARDS SEXY VOICE.

Holy crap. I'm looking forward to going to Jane's house so much. More than usual.

YAY. YAY. YAY.

Sukisho~.

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axa Speechless. Really. [09.26.2006] Sep 26th, 2006 5:21:31 pm - Subscribe

This morning there were two wrecks on the way to school.

One two car wreck. The other a four car wreck.

Someone slammed on their breaks, and all of the cars following at the time collided. The person who breaked drove off. Didn't stay to make sure everyone was okay. Whether they were at fault or not.

Maybe they didn't care. I don't know.

Nearly all of the people that I saw standing out by the wreck were dressed in black. Nearly all of them were friends of Brandon Withers, and are going to his funeral today.

No one ended up hurt in the two wrecks today. But several of the students went home because they were so shaken.

This has been a bad week to start out, in my opinion. Hopefully it doesn't get worse.

I don't want to let this entry be depressing. So it's time to change subjects.

I'm sick with a cold/the flu, and if I keep it up I'm going to deprive all four of my teachers of tissues. I think I should probably donate some; the flu season has just begun, after all. I'm sure my teachers will need an arsenal of tissues before the winter is out.

Jane, Emily, and I are going to watch Mirage of Blaze today. Well, we're going to begin watching it. Because it is a short series, it should take us this week to finish. There is Boy's Love in it, from what I've heard. The OVA of Mirage of Blaze apparently has yaoi. Emily ordered the MoB OVA on Saturday, and is having it sent to my house. Which means that I will be the first to view the Yaoi. Yip, yip.

I have a test in Latin tomorrow, and a quiz to make up that I didn't take today. What fun. I'll be studying a lot tonight.

I hope I did well on my Psychology test, though I know I got a few things wrong. I didn't answer one of the questions all together. Well, I have a good grade right now. Getting a B on the test won't affect it too much.

I've heard that the NEW subsitute that we have in Forensics is really nice. She's going to be our longterm substitute until they hire a teacher. Which they are in the process of doing now. But who the hell knows how long that will take? We should not have to be at the end of the first grading period without a fucking teacher. We are so far behind the other Forensics classes.

Enough of that subject.

Last night a friend of mine translated something into Latin using one of those pathetic online translators. I nearly cried at the inaccuracy of it.

Oh well. What can you expect from online translators? They aren't perfect, nor are they anywhere close.

I'm very tired right now. I think I'd like to go to sleep. Just another two hours before school is over. Anime watching doesn't require my head to function, generally. And when I get home from Jane's, I'm going to sleep for a couple of hours before I even attempt studying for Latin.

That's all for this entry.

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