theworst's Aeonity Blog - saturday night beasts

saturday night beasts	Oct 12th, 2008 8:16:13 am - Subscribe
no one will ever understand. everyday i get further and further away. oh god, where are your righteous ones? where are they hiding? they are silent. the night brings out the flesh, and their thirst cannot be quenched. they are searching, and they are insecure. i don't hate them, i just hate their ways. beasts in human form. this world is predatorial.
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dreams	Sep 26th, 2008 10:31:26 pm - Subscribe
tonight when i dreamed, it seemed like it was hard to come back to reality. it was hard to wake up. i lost myself. i was scattered. broken. i rather liked it.
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Alone	Sep 17th, 2008 6:32:42 am - Subscribe
I will always be alone. I will never fit in. Not that I want to be any differently... but it's a double edged sword. I guess I just wish sometimes that I could connect with other people who are like me and understood me. I can get along with many different types of people but I rarely open myself up. And I want to... that's the problem. Most of the time I don't want to be bothered. But I can fake it. You have to if you want to be a member of society. Or something.
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