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tim_martin
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For several years, I have commited the only mistake the other human being can either commit once or thrice in their lives but I have committed this thing for several years with the same people, with the same attitude that i might think be good enough for me but at the end of it alot of hoorible things happen... first my life was really like or closely like hell, second my own privacy was exposed by whom if you ask my own classmates especially the so-called friends I chose... eventhough i'm trying to forget the past but some scars are left behind and unhealed, no such medication can heal it, neither spiritual support cannot ease such pain that marks this on my memory.... Whenever I eat or go somewhere I murmur to myself words that none wil here and also say that "Pls. Lord I don't want to see them". Even seeing the nicest people in my class in my old school makes me wanna jump off a cliff but I cannot commit suicide try it once didn't take any effect... Hate it!!!!! I wanna graduate college after that i can now work and get of this place, this country and especially the place where i grew up, i schooled in and i wanna live my past behind.... Now I am going to 2nd year college Pharmacy in Unversity Of San Agustin in Iloilo City, Philippines having good friends beside me wonderful people to talk to... and this time i never sleep walk or sleep talk... so anyway... "Life can be horrible at first but getting stuff out of your head is much worser" |