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ive never known what it means, how it feels to be really (and i mean really) hated by someone. and by hated, it means that someone doesnt wanna hear my name, doesnt wanna see my face, and never ever wants to even have a passing thought of me.
unless that passing thought involves killing me or something.
#%@*
and the thing is, he was once a good friend (or at least, i thought he was. not sure if he felt that way).
plus the fact that i didnt do anything wrong (or at least, to me and people ive spoken to about this, i didnt do anything wrong; though im sure he would beg to differ).
to me now, i couldnt really care less about him anymore. if he wants to think the way he thinks, if he wants to exit my social atmosphere, that's fine with me.
but the worst thing is that he's not inflicting pain or suffering onto me. rather, its going to
someone who doesnt deserve to be hurt,
someone who shldnt need to worry or feel any guilt at all,
someone whom i love.
now im angry.
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the closer you are to someone, the easier it is for them to hurt you.
been wanting to blog several times over happy incidents over the past week, but it jus happened that my blog account got locked out for some reason.
so its pretty ironic that im celebrating the unlocking of my blog with a not-so-happy post.
:(
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ooooooo okay im blogging on a certain someone's shiny new white coloured laptop rightnow. though its not a ibook. phewwww.
shiny, glistening, magnificent white.
just as white as the skin of the owner of the laptop.
okay, not that white maybe. but a fair-skinned owner, who is scratching her legs right now. but long slender legs.
hmm okay better stop narrating else someone might get all riled up because i described her legs online.
as she goes back to her work, im able to regain my freedom of speech and continue describing her long slender legs.
OKAY IM KIDDING.
havent blogged for some time, even though many things have been happening recently. went for the smoooo comm service briefing today, which was pretty interesting in the sense that everyone was bored. does that make sense? saw quite a lot of familiar ppl from vs and vj, plus tongs and chengyuan from mpbr. lol! actually seems like there's quite a reunion at smoooo, wif quite afew 4h guys and exmpbr guys.
the thing is tt im quite convinced that smoooo girls are pretty bimbotic. at one of the presentations, the presenter (a president of some club), DIDNT KNOW WHERE THE VIEW SLIDESHOW BUTTON WAS. wtf. are you sure you're an smu student? gawdddd.
therefore, since im not attracted to bimbos, i guess smu should not pose a worry to my dearie. even if they're not bimbos, and even if they're pretty, it doesnt matter! cos i think ive got the best one for me already:)
shall end this post here then, hope to blog moremoremore soon b4 hectic school starts.
now she's shy that i wrote that paragraph just now. sighhhhhh. doesnt appreciate the depth of my feelings ahhhhh. trust respect empathy unconditional acceptance.
okay, adios!:)
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