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when in doubt, take a bus.
if i could dish a piece of advice to anyone, it would be that bus rides and shopping are extremely therapeutic.
bus rides sometimes do help to clear the mind; as opposed to sitting in a quiet place and reflecting, where you could get bored and lose track, the bus moves about, letting you take in different sights and scenes, always providing flashes of insight, different ways to view things.
shopping, on the other hand, lets you gain control of how you run your life. looking around, browsing thru different selections of items, making choices, being in control; sometimes life tangles up all around you and you just need to restart from the basics with small decisions (such as whether or not to enter the shop), moving onto bigger and more complex decisions (such as how a particular shirt looks nice, or not).
eating is usually a last resort for me. sometimes there's just an emptiness you feel, and all you can think of is filling it up. and the easiest way would be to eat, to just momentarily feel that life is wonderful again and that there isn't any emptiness inside. but that would be pretty delusional, and the consequences of over-indulgence arent pretty.
ever had the egoistic feeling that the world would be better off if everyone was like you?
but then, if you had any sense of shame, you would realise that it wldnt actually be good if everyone was like you. people were created different so that there can be some mutual exchanges, and that some people are better in certain things while others are better in different areas.
for some people, its really hard to accept this fact. and thats really sad.
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ivan well, it cant be helped. we're too troubled by other people's troubles!
bec yup. dont u get that feeling when you get so worked up over small things too? :b
khyrul hmm yeah that cant be helped sometimes. but sometimes we jus dont do it cos no one does :/
xl ha ride to outing nxt time? im already picturing u on some kind of cute retro bike wif those half helmets! lol
chris yeah waiting sucks.
cs good for u. im probably going in after cny nxt yr! :(
van i do love them! i jus HATE the waiting. :x
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its so rare that i have a new post within 24 hours of the old one!
anyway, it rained damn heavily this morning.
seriously damn heavily, and the thunder was deafening.
so loud that it awoke up from my deep slumber.
when i heard it, my immediate thought was that there had been an explosion.
then, i switched to the thought that we were being bombed and under attack.
just when i wanted to get up from my bed and take a peek at the ruins outside, i decided to stay in my bed, thinking that at any moment my house would be stormed by a squad of foreign troopers.
then i decided, aiya, if im gonna die i might as well enjoy my last few seconds of sleep.
and then i fell right back asleep again.
this is how the mind works when you're sleep-deprived.
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