lots of shit has happened
Date: Jul 26th, 2004 6:38:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: crushed
Thursday Kicks Ass!: johnny fucks.
well..i went out with johnny..for a whole long 5 hours..he fuckin dumped me..so fuck him..i waited for 3 weeks for him to ask me out again and now he likes fuckin rachel..joey liked rachel too..what the hell is it about her? anyways so i dont like anyone rite now..maybe johnny still. my mom said we could record a cd of my songs and send it to record company's..hell yeah. but yeah im going to see taking back sunday tomorrow in LA..at Tower Records on sunset..kickass. Katie...the moshpit junkie. lol they so rock. ive realized people who say they are emo and brag about it really arent emo..so basically im a hypocrite..but really its all about the guys and the music for me. but yeah i need to go so yeah ill write more...ive got a bad feeling about this. <3
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Date: Jul 13th, 2004 3:28:31 am - Subscribe
Mood: busy
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Date: Jul 7th, 2004 4:27:17 am - Subscribe
Mood: artistic
Thursday Kicks Ass!: I <3 Johnny.
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Creative. Sensitive. A bit offbeat. Your type is the Artiste, a unique guywho knows how to express himself in many ways, whether it's through words,music, or attire. You're attracted to his unconventional ways and hisremarkable talents. He doesn't feel compelled to abide by society's norms.He believes that individuality is the key to happiness, and everything hedoes is a reflection of his "inner self." You fall head-over-heels for suchconfidence and style. Whether he's playing a song he wrote for just you orwriting you a love letter, this guy knows how to make you feel special. He'sin touch with his feminine side and doesn't need to assert his masculinityto feel manly. If we were to paint a picture of your future, the Artistewould definitely be part of it!
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yay...
Date: Jul 6th, 2004 7:20:11 pm - Subscribe
Mood: surprised
Thursday Kicks Ass!: im emo.
Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and
that's what I like about you! It's all about
the music for you... I have pity for your
tortured soul...you're just like me...
What genre of rock are you?
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hmm..
Date: Jul 5th, 2004 3:34:48 pm - Subscribe
Mood: content
Thursday Kicks Ass!: ..signals over the air..
im trying to find a way ill be able to see and spend time with johnny. i mean im sure my mom would take me to the movies. but really, is the movies enough? hmm..i dunno. but i really do love him. and i care about him so much. and i need to see him. he told me to call him like rite when he woke up. he the hell am i supposed to know when he wakes up. so ill just try at like 11. the taking back sunday cd is short. its only 33 mintues long. the best song on there is Timberwolves at New Jersey. great song. people are coming over today to take home one of our puppies. her name is Anna to me but they're changing to the *yuck* Keva. I like Anna. i always used to sing to her the Anna Nicole Smith theme song. u know anna anna anna anna nicole. yeah. she liked it. then theres my puppie. Glenn CoCo. if anyone ever saw mean girls, they must've seen the part where the candy grams come. the santa goes "4 for you Glenn CoCo, you go Glenn CoCo." yeah i always say that too my puppy. he kicks ass. anyways im gonna go write some stuff. oh read this i wrote it last nite.
theres something about the stars that makes me fill up with tears
black tears from my opened heart
yet i dont understand there ghostly nature that makes me cringe with my fears
that will tear my tourture apart
fire burns slowly inside my helpless soul
your warm kinda words have turned fucking cold
but i see past the pain and i see past the black
theres something about the stars that say never look back
yours and mine never really considered the lack of love put out in open
but i knew it would never happen
i understand that hate rains upon ur parade quite often and that your choking
everyone but me is sitting around laughing
fire burns slowly inside my helpless soul
your warm kinda words have turned fucking cold
but i see past the pain and i see past the black
theres something about the stars that say never look back
as i walk slowly through the rain
i wish i could blow your pain away
tears roll down my tired grey face
helplessness, me, a disgrace <3
yeah i wrote that all by myself. ill write more sometime i dunno. <3 dont call my name out ur window im leaving.
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