starting fresh...
Date: May 30th, 2006 10:14:43 am - Subscribe
Mood: changed
mass mediocrity sucks.: adulthood

yeah, it's been a while since I've written. We all know I go through these phases where I say I'm going to write, but I never do. But this time is different (ha!). I say that too, but I mean it this time!

For the first time in my life, I'm starting to discover my adult self. You know, that part of you that you said that you'd never be. The one that prefers older people, thinks about these "damn kids" that are ruining the world, and starts to enjoy culture, getting wrapped up into the world of the everyday, of their career, and their family. That's me.

Scary, huh?

I thought so too. It's not so much a sudden thing, just something I've noticed. I've spent the past few months in Florida despising the very place that was harboring the biggest change in me. Although I still have the emotional and relationship issues that I've always had, somehow, it's normal. I can now apply for jobs that are real, not just measly part-time work. I'm looking at where I'm going to live for real. No momentary blips in time anymore. This is it. I'm about to set sail, for good.

I just wanted to share. More coming soon. Probably less about me, although I'll throw those in there occasionally. I want to make this blog more of a societal perception from a crazy twenty-something trying to peak into the final stages of adulthood.

We'll see.
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hushpuppy - July 20th, 2006
Hi, just return from having been nearly one-full-year away from Aeonity too. Hope to read more of your entries very soon =)


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