toxic's Aeonity Blog - August 2005

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Anyway so this is about my third transition between free blogs - this one is so cute - the default templates are beautifully created - and i'm sure i'll stick with this - let's hope so. I got tired of my MSN Space. Even though i did update that quite often.

Anyway...

It's hard to believe that i've actually finished first term of TAFE. I actually got through it - through the stress and pressure. Today i had to give my five minute oral presentation on a computer program and two forms of e-mail communication that would prove beneficial to writers/editors/publishers. I was literally packing myself. I was so nervous, i could feel my entire bladder expanding just as quick as the beats of my heart throbbing in my chest. But i seemed to go through it okay. Glenn on the other hand decided to just let his stomach do the talking. His stomach wouldn't stop rumbling - i swear there was a war happening in there. Oh and did i mention he decided he'd laugh at Cindy's presentation - (well so did i) but that was because she said everything was 'crap' and 'dodgy' and complained that the computer program she reviewed only had three pre-installed pictures which were of CHEESE. Oh the humour. Loved it. Bless she's a charm to have in our class.

Now to enjoy my two weeks holiday i guess. The only thing that inkles in the back of my mind is the feeling i'll get when i get my assignment results back (including my presentation from today)...all i can see is a big fat FAIL. And that ain't with a 'PH' either.

Lol, okay so it obviously seems like i'm not the only person that is shattered by the split of blink 182. This site is one to fill in that extra five minutes of spare time. Nothing overly humourous - although the black and white pic did deserve a slight chuckle.

Oh. Lovely. So i just received a text from Glenn. I will share with you all:

"so im driving through leopold and ive decided its a hole kthnxbye"

How lovely. How intelligent. How GLENN.

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Mood: relaxed
Music: \'fentoozler\' - blink 182

toxic bludging. . . Apr 2nd, 2005 12:57:01 am - Subscribe

So sees another Saturday wasted by sleeping in, taping funny dj's off radio stations onto my phone, washing the dishes, watching the footy and finally ending up on the www. Okay so looking back on that little 'rundown' of today - i guess it wasn't completely wasted. Okay so it was. I was trying to persuade my sorry little self that i actually have a life. Sadly i failed. The outcome of today was inevitable. I always end up on the internet - i guess it's my sanctuary - or just a machine that cures my boredom that ironically i'm addicted to at the same time.

Anyhoo - today i asked my parents if i could stay over at my bf's house after a party we're attending together tonight. It's his best mate's (one of them anyway) birthday. Turning 18 - and i'm well just turned 19 - but i still feel like the old mama that'll rock up looking all dodgy. o.O My parents, actually said yes - that i could stay over - i've stayed over before - but i haven't told them as i've been too scared to ask them. They're old fashioned and all that - plus they're old and i don't want them talking 'sex' to me - because; 1) i'm not interested and i'm not like that and 2) it'll give me a really bad insight into i came into this world - which i don't want to be reminded of, thank you very much.

Aaanyway. Moving along - so basically i'm rejoicing because well, i don't know. I felt the need to put the word 'rejoicing' in. (How bad is this blog starting off - i've read many a blog which usually consist of intelligent posts. Keyword: intelligent.)

Oh i've been designing a layout for my blog - i used to have a blog a couple of years ago where i was hosted, and i had my own blog layout i made myself which was talk of the town and all that bullsh*t hoopla. Well okay so it wasn't the 'talk of the town' but more so the talk of the many people that were...er, about 3 or 4 people on a forum whom i'd never met - but hey i got comments. So nyah. But yes, i will hopefully have a brand new layout - my own, up for this - (am i allowed on EB? Hm.) I still need to brush up on my PSP7 and HTML skills but we'll see what happens. After all i have 2 weeks holiday - and i just wasted the first day of it, bludging my ass off. How promising.

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Mood: neutral
Music: \'toast and bananas\' - blink 182

toxic sore shoulder . . . Apr 4th, 2005 9:49:52 am - Subscribe

Okay massive OW. My shoulder is so sore it feels like it's burning. O.o ? Don't ask me why but it does - and it was hurting - and is bound to hurt again. I've basically been online all day - bludging yet another day away - been twiddling away at making a layout for my blog - funny, i haven't done this in a while, so i'm still waaaay rusty and at times i've been a little 'frustrated'. Anyhoo it's pretty much done - just need to twiddle around with the content and what-have-you.

Anyway must go - i'm tired and sore. And i want to escape the harsh life that is reality - and dream away to something much more pleasant...like a beautiful island with my boyf...and/or blink 182. Mmm. Obsessed? I'd think so.

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Mood: off
Music: \'reckless abandon\' - blink 182

toxic friday . . . Apr 8th, 2005 12:12:20 am - Subscribe

Yes. It is Friday - and it's about bloody time too. Working 3 days straight whilst on TAFE holidays AIN'T what i call fun. And that includes having druggies come in for their weekly hits of Methodone. Yay for working in a Pharmacy.

So today i slept in - again. Until mum comes storming in loud as ever chatting to me as IF i was COMPLETELY awake - about the Electrician guy that's coming over at 1:30pm. PM. What time was it when she woke me up? 9:30AM. AM! Geez, i will officially eat my rattiest pair of socks the day i do get time to relax. Okay maybe it's best that you don't hold me to that one. o.O

Hm. It's weird. As a major Blink 182 fan - i decided i'd download some Eminem/Xzibit music. Ha. So as i went to - i accidentally downloaded another song - it sounded like Blink...in fact it sounded freaking AWESOME. Turned out to be a band called Motion City Soundtrack. So i did research - it was funny because initially i was thinking it was a Soundtrack to the movie called 'Motion City'. Gah! Anyway found their official site and what do i see on the front page? That their new album is produced none other than Mark Hoppus - Bassist from Blink 182. (And no doubtedly my favourite member.) Is this some sort of psychotic thing i seem to be doing sub-conciously? Nah. Just a major co-incidence.

Funny thing is i ended up downloading another song after the one i downloaded accidentally - called 'My Favourite Accident'. It's my favourite song atm, and it weirds me out because stumbling across the band is MY favourite accident. (Ok so that was a bad pun.) But anyway - they're a KICK ASS band and i love them. And Boxcar Racer too.

Anyway i'm waiting for my buddy, Rachael to come around - she said she would at about 2-2:30. Hmm. If she does turn up we're going to just chill out at my place, watch videos - there's a wedding video that we want to watch of her auntie's...we're both in it - slightly (?) intoxicated. I've seen it - but she hasn't - and plus it's been a while since i've seen it so it should be fun.

(I miss my boyf. Haven't seen him in 4 days. That's a long time for both of us. But i think i'm actually doing okay! Major step i'm taking. So proud of myself. Kinda? o.O)

Anyway i'm going to end this because before i know it she'll be begging me to open the door so she can drag all her crap inside with her...

P.S: This is my first E-Bay win. I <3 it because it's a RARE necklace pendant (well it said so, so it bloody better be!) AND...it gives me just that little piece of Blink with me.

Raaah!

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Mood: meh
Music: \'my favourite accident\' - motion city soundtrack

toxic blog layout . . . Apr 8th, 2005 8:36:28 am - Subscribe

Hoorah. Finished tweaking one of the 'basic' emo blog templates to my own liking - i hope i was allowed to do this - took me a while since it's been (i think) about two years since i've been playing with raw html. o.O

Anyhoo. I know there's 99% of other blogs on the www that totally kick my tender flabby ass but, this has made me

at least.

Yay.

Oh - i realise i'm posting twice in one day - Rachael didn't end up staying over - i don't think she wanted to. (Shot down.) Anyhoo we went out for tea which was good - i'm kinda glad she didn't stay anyway - would have put me further off my goal to customise this blog.

26 mintues until tomorrow. Oooh ahh. I'm off to check out e-bay to see if i'm outbid on my Tekken Tag game or Samsung phone.

P.S: Just found a 'toxic' mood on this thing. Feel so loved. <3

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Mood: toxic
Music: \'the empire\' - mxpx feat. mark hoppus <3