| Where do I begin? I have no clue what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I thought I had it all together a few weeks ago. I was going to become a writer-a freelance writer. But I am just getting discourgaed now I mean I don't have any stories to submit like everyone is askinig for. Hell maybe this isn't what I should be doing. I mean I need to finish my degree and once that is completed move on to other things. But I'm not interested in that freaking degree I only signed up for this school because you could a B.A. in 15 months and everyone says you must have a Bachelor's degree to succeed. Well you know what I can succeed without one. I can accomplish anything if I concentrate on it and make it happen. See my problem is I come up with these ideas and follow through with them for about a week and then after that week I'm on to something else. I really thought I was on another path right now because I decided to take a writing class. Can I say that I love this class. If you asked me before if I loved to write I would have told you NO. But now, its like a new fire inside of me burning to let it out. And I will, I have to because I love writing poetry and I love to write. Maybe this is my new beginning learning what I love and releasing it for the whole world to see. |
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I am so irritated. I have decided to start my own business, which is organizing home and home offices. Damn It ! I am angry this is my idea and my shit. Someone is always trying to dictate my life and tell me what I need to do and how I should do it. Well no more, I had enough. I want my ideas and business to become mine and that is it nobody but mine. I am going to start my business. Lending a Helping Hand, organizing home and home office environment. I declutter and organize your home environment to create abundance and positive energy flow. This is what I want to do, and become a freelance writer. |
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I just got an offer to join with an organization as a professional organizer. I signed on with this woman to become a mentee/intern to learn the organizing business. My goal was to learn from the business inside and out and to start my own. Well today while we were having a lesson over the phone she stated she likes how I interact with clients and how I work. She stated she would love for me to come on board with her organizing business. Since I am younger and live in a different area than what she works I can tap into an unused market. I am totally excited about this opportunity because it gives me the opportuniyt to get meet more clients, gives exposure being associated with her and I can definetly learn the business even better with someone to back me up or ask questions if I need to. I told her I will let her know what I decide to do, but hey my mind is made up--I'm coming on board! |
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I need to release some issues that are building up inside me and making me angry. *my mother depending on me *my oldest sister telling how to run my life *my significant other not appreciating me and telling me how beautiful I am *my father not developing a meaninful relationship me *my mom for letting that "man" beat up on her around my lil sis and me *my mom for making "him" dinner before making sure we ate *my mom for telling the cops everything is ok when really it wasn't, when I called them *my brother for being such a low life *myself for asking for other's opinion before I do something *myself for not having cofindence in ME *myself for not speaking up for myself *myself for the low self esteem *the very first boy I ever loved for having a child with my cousin *myself for being afraid to take chances *myself for loving men more than loving ME just needed to let go |