Have you ever wondered what is the next thing to happen in your life? I wonder that all the time, as a matter of fact it's on my mind right now. In the past year I have purchased 2 "investment" properties-lost both because they were worthless. I just filed for Chapter 7 fucking up my credit because of those 2 properties. The properties were incorrectly appraised at a high value. I couldn't sell them with the market the way it is. Mortgage companies were pushing for wage garnishment. So filing Chapter 7 seem the route to take. They were my major debt problem, other debt was school loans and IRS...no credit cards.
Maybe I should have rethought that option? Hey, I it's to late now besides it could be worse...like the trouble my friend is having with the "investment" properties.
To top it all off I need a damn full time job.

The crazy thing about all of this is, I know its going to get better. I don't know when or how but I know it will get better. I must say I am proud of myself at this point in my life, because if this happened 2.5 years ago I would have been a total wreck. I guess since I'm much older now (29 yrs old) and have experienced so much in a little time span, I'm confident in myself. I have gained a spiritual awakening and understanding that has caused me to see occurences in a brighter light. I now understand the saying, "Things happen for a reason and not just for the hell of it."

So I'm OK......I'm OK

Oh! I decided to go back to school to become an esthestician. I can have a career I love, work for myself, and generate the income I need to live a beneficial life.