love doesn't need plumage
Date: May 13th, 2007 12:44:01 am - Subscribe
Mood: withdrawn
Out into the void I vomit another uninspired nothing about my generally uninspired life. Yet, in the lack of inspiration is a calmness, a stillness. Perhaps even a lack of inertia. But its not so bad.
Lately through recent events I've felt like I've grown. If I look at my rather pragmatic self at this point in time, I can see changes which, although certainly not a finished product, lead me to where I think I want to be and who I want to be at some random point in the future.
Last night I went to a festival and was overcome and not unsurprisingly amused by the antics of most of the people there. Sat in my comfy jeans and joggers, under a couple of layers of warm clothes, I realised something about the human condition and its mating ritual.
Standing calmly held by my other half and happily enjoying the music, it was different to not be running amok in the crowd, trying to get people to notice me. I don't need to be noticed.
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