- Mental Junkyard… mind the dogs

neurochem alignment	Aug 3rd, 2007 12:09:25 pm - Subscribe
I went to the doctors today for some shots and a check up. Had to get a letter of support for my scholarship. Talked about how things have been in a decline lately. I've been confused. I've felt like a spectator watching a madman... like a rich woman in bedlam watching the festivities, but with the sudden and pervasive discomfort that you'd get if you suddenly realised that one of the patients was a close family member. So i've been privy to my own debilitation. Argumentative, unstable, more 'difficult'. So the solution for now is new meds. I know that seems like the easy way out, and thats because it is. Thats because I know I can get that sorted. I don't have to worry about appointments with people I don't feel comfortable seeing. To make matters really wonderful tonight I've got a dripping nose. Literally... Its fucked. It's gross. I'm all kinds of messed up today. Here's hoping that these new meds can join forces with my old meds and together they can stabilise my fucking moods finally. I just want to be happy... Tron
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