rusty revolver
Date: Jul 5th, 2007 9:17:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: liberated
Hello again bloggosphere. I wish i could give you something interesting and original, something that would make you beg for more and satisfy my need for a following, but my usual chaotic rants will have to be sufficient...
I've started again...
creating.
I've started creating again.
I'm drawing, badly,
I'm making things... closer to thinking about words.
Not yet.
So perhaps back to the simple chaos of my cryptic posts and the convoluted expressions of what translates to daily nothingness....
Nothing.
Slipping further into my new life. Three months without a license for crimes well known but frankly I find forgivable...
So I shot my gun and then
when the smoke cleared
from my rusty revolver
the beast was dead.
And you were gone.
And in all that time
I never once thought you
wouldn't feel it.
But you prove to be
Anesthetized by your new old love
by your blindness...
By the lies you tell yourself to make it
all okay by you.
And now I've just got to turn away
and walk one step
two step... one two step.
The wound might not have been fatal...
the beast might not be dead.
But never underestimate
my homicidal urges
when it comes to this...
so another day to face... another late start. another loss of motivation
another hopelessness
another loss of motivation...
Drinks tonight! Hopefully, with an old friend... a good friend. A great friend... Fuck I can't wait.
xtron
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