viva la
Date: Jul 3rd, 2007 2:42:04 am - Subscribe
Mood: sunny
hey Bloggosphere...
welcome to another day in the life. My time has been devoted mostly here to whinges and incoherent rants so I suppose you should get a less cryptic update into my life...
I've been very scissor happy lately... loving cutting my own hair at the moment, and the results are ok... i think.
I've recently met some really awesome people inn the world at large and its been great to extend the friendly hand of hello into other people's lives. Apparently I'm interesting, although I doubt that to be true.
Lately I'd have to say i'm less weird and fucked up although I did cut once and only shallowly in the last week. I think I was reaching out for my old self.
its hard at the moment, I've blown up the bridges to my closest friends on my wavelength... and it seems to be impossible to replace that need within my life for those things... I miss that intensity and passion... So i spoke to my other half, and explained what I need and what he can do to help that and despite my overwhelming fears that I'd get laughed at or told of as being silly, it went well and we connected better.
I'm reading again at the moment. I'm reading midnight in the garden of good and evil. I miss cigarettes like all hell, and sometimes I think I see the ghost of myself sucking down a fag on the couch next to me, but I suppose this is the healthier way to be.
I had a trip down to sydney a little while ago and it was awesome. I got to see some wonderful and important people to me, and it gave me a break from my life which can be quite lonely at times. I really miss the things that I used to have and the motivation to make them happen again... but its hard to find that feeling that makes you want to get up and do things sometimes... I should really take a walk methinks...
I've managed to calm down a little bit after whats been an emotionally turbulent time... and it has finally seemed to come good... like nobbys finally pulling the pasha out of its arse, I've moved another block out of my mentality for now so that I can be a better person in my relationship and a better person in my life.
I've found a whole lot of old writing and finally managed to put together a portfolio of current writing and I'm taking some of the half worked ideas and actually plan to run with them...
so... unpretentiously yours
tron
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