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another regrettable entry
Date: Jul 22nd, 2005 7:41:01 am - Subscribe
Mood: pathetic


My one month vacation is over.

Tomorrow morning I'm driving back to the state I'm working in (as of now, it will be known as state V). That'll be a 6 hour drive from my hometown, man I hate driving that long a distance but I gotta start teaching again next week. coz the new semester starts next week.

I don't know why I dread going back to state V, I used to hate staying too long in my hometown because I get bored here but now I just dont want to leave. Why? It's no like there's anyting interesting happening here so w.t.f? I havent packed my stuff, dont feel like doing so yet. maybe I'll just throw everything inside the car tomorrow. It wont take that long, I dont have that many stuff to bring back to state V, anyways.
I guess maybe I dont feel like going back to state V because I dread the thought of meeting new students. They haven't always been easy, nor have I.

Maybe I dread driving alone for 6 hours. Maybe I just dread work. I donno.

I just hope that there will be less stress for me this semester. I need to stay sane for as long as I can. THEY need me to stay sane.
I also hope that my application for a transfer will be approved by the end of the year. I want to get out of that god-forsaken place as soon as possible. Please let there be a miracle for once in my life.

I guess that's all for today's post. I'll try to blog as often as I can in state V. I may even post some pics of me there once I figure out how to do it. Okie, later.

p/s. I hate the sad fact that at 26, I still dont have that much facial hair. I need a beard goddamnit! I look like I'm 17 compared to my students. I tried everthing, I shaved regularly (what's barely there), I applied super growth tonic, I prayed ;P. Everything! I did it all in that order, too. F@&k! How pathetic does God want me to be?
Comments: (7)

xmidnightx - July 22nd, 2005 aww bless you! maybe you could draw some stubble n with eye pencil, or stick some fur to your chin

truenow - July 22nd, 2005 i tried that, too

hushpuppy - July 22nd, 2005 Look at the brighter side, maybe God only wants u to look much younger & more good-looking than the rest of people who're 26 years old, that's all

truenow - July 22nd, 2005 hmm, never thought of it that way. thanks, hushpuppy.

dandylion - July 22nd, 2005 a teacher huh? I think that is way better than aquiring facial hair...lol. You want hair, I dont want the hair I have...damn hairy german leg genes! Have a safe trip

truenow - July 22nd, 2005 thanks, dandylion. u'r so sweet. btw, is it just me or is it warmer here in cyberspace gosh, u all are so friendly and nice. my hugs and kisses to you.

alienanchovies - July 23rd, 2005 heres a tip, next time you cut your hair save the clipping and glue them to your face, you'll have the ladies crawling all over you in no time

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