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Apr 18th, 2005 12:30:44 am - Subscribe

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--- Pain is a Game --- By Jackie Lee --------

Lying on my bed, the same familiar ceiling
The thought of death is a familiar feeling
Will the blood be thick or thin
A thought that looms from deep within

At school I was teased
Can the pain be eased
Living with no control
A packet of panadol?

Pain is a Game, Pain is a Game
The pain inside, the pain I contain
My thoughts are a lion that cannot be tamed
Is it worth it, to live, is it sane?

Walking under a bridge, no longer reflection
The wheel spins under thought and conjecture
Behind the moon, to live high above
The rocket's the knife, the fuel is my blood

Do they know, do they care
To see my pain, to feel, would they dare?
They are drones to thier wants, to thier own needs
Emotion, its such a disease

Pain is a Game, Pain is a Game
The pain inside, the pain I contain
My thoughts are a lion that cannot be tamed
Is it worth it, to live, is it sane?

Now the bridge is burning, my last hope is gone
The moon doesnt show, the sun comes at dawn
I'm left with myself, myself has no name
Dirt is where I belong, dirt is from where I came

This constant darkness, from where does it stem
To be defined, of how, if and when
The hatred, the anger, sometimes imense pain
Maybe it's just my period again.

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mood: abandoned
(3) comments

blackrouge

April 18th, 2005

Most of the time it can really feel like that.

tudygrince

April 18th, 2005

Yeh I know, and turns out, IT JUST YOUR PERIOD, he he he. Man, I really could have killed myself that time, LOL.

avatar toxic

April 19th, 2005

That's really good - i can totally relate. Bloody ^&#@^&(#@ periods. I swear if men had them - they'd be complaining 10 times more than we would, hands down.

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