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fallen
Date: Jul 23rd, 2008 10:14:03 pm - Subscribe
Mood: crushed


so im not quite sure who reads this, but i promised myself that i would put myself out there, so here goes,
i am completely in love with him, no guy has ever treated me the way he does, he is the sweetest most kind, loving, and amazing person i have ever met, and ive never felt things like i have with him before. i find myself trying to impress him which ive never done with anyone before, i try to dress and look really nice, which doesnt really happen anyways haha but i put in extra effort n somtimes i dont even realize im doing it, and he likes me back, but hes going away to college next year and doesnt wanna date, but i find myself longing to be in his arms, and i miss him constantly even when he just leaves, and i love the way he holds me tight n cuddles with me when we watch movies and hes so funny and thoughtful and i am crushed cuz i know it will never work
so thats my rant for now
Comments: (6)

anonymous - July 24th, 2008 that really means a lot to me. I am really thinking about writing. But this problem you have here sounds like its truly crushing you. I think, if you know it wont happen, then stop letting the thought of it bring you down. Spend your time with him now, and leave your sadness for the moment he leaves. Dont let it ruin the time you two have.

ultimate - July 25th, 2008 im trying to spend as much time as i can w/ him but he works alot, and who wrote this?? i feel like i know you

waggy121 - July 26th, 2008 woah that was me annie. brittany. i must not have been logged in.

ultimate - July 28th, 2008 ahh haha mmk i was like whoaa who is this???

anonymous - September 05th, 2008 if you really love/like eachother you owe it to eachother to at least try.

ashnod - September 28th, 2008 someone else who was in the same position as you told me "hes a dick, but he has an addictive personality, thats what keeps people going back"

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