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burnt out |
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I don't think there are any others like you and I won't blink because that would mean I'd miss a second beside you. And maybe you know what I mean, or maybe this is a dream. I pinch myself just to makes sure but I'm still here and there you are. I wonder why we just met now it just kind of happened somehow. But here we are together and that's all that matters in the end.
And instantly I feel so complete, it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek. You give me a feeling, it's like no other feeling, but it knocks me off my feet. Please don't ask me what I like about you because it's every little thing you do and that's just the way you make me feel.
I wish I knew who I was talking about. I'm not pointing anyone out, though, I wish I kinda was. I'm not sure of what I want, or who, and I don't want to take the first available either. It has to be someone worthy, someone who understands... all of this. I haven't found that person... even though I thought I did a few months ago. I really did love him. I don't understand why it didn't hit me so bad... I don't know if I'd ever let myself be with him again, if the chance arose. He cheated on me and as for actually caring about me? I'm not quite sure, maybe he really had some true feelings there... but I don't think he meant every word he said. I wish someone would've told me before what was going on. I don't care if you think you're protecting me, you're only hurting me more in the end. I would love to chew him out, but what good is that going to do? I don't think I could do that now anyways. I kinda did the same to him. Not to mention someone else...
Blech. I'm still really, really burnt out from Monday. I hope I'll get over this soon... |
