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Change IS good. I get it now! If you don't like the way things are going in your life or if you're bored, then you only can do one thing, change it! That's why people change! It's only good or bad from a different person's point of view. Tons of people could agree with things that I think are good, and lots of people could disagree with me about things that are bad, even the other way around!
It's only bad because you don't like it. What if I like it?
I like everything I'm doing now, well, with one exception. And I'm happy. I'm happy because I've changed my boring life. Not saying the people in it were boring, just me myself felt boring. I'm doing things I think are fun. I'm having a life and I'm enjoying it damnit because I'm allowed. I'm allowed to screw around and make mistakes and learn from them and have fun. Is that really so bad? I'm sorry if I'm not the person you met 3 years ago... cuz I'm definitely not. But neither are you.