What To Write
Date: Oct 23rd, 2004 4:02:26 pm - Subscribe
Mood: okay
I want to write.
I sit here with a blank page in front of me.
And all the wonderful thoughts that occupy my mind, the myriad of abstract thoughts that whizz aound inside of my head....vanish.
I am unsure what to write, my heart says ...yes...this is the most wonderful thing to happen to me in a long time, my heart is ready to take on the world for you, or die trying.
My head is screaming out ....no... too many warning signs, red flags, danger signals. Too many unanswered questions, too much water under the bridge.
Do I listen to my head or my heart?
I know what I want.
But in trying to get what I want, do I put myself in a position to be hurt.
To have my emotions twisted round me, to have my heart cut to ribbons by a foolish decision.
I carry secrets with me, as do you.
I carry heartache with me, as do you.
I carry love with me, as do you.
I carry hope with me, as do you.
I will move mountains to be with you.
I will fight armies to stay there.
But sometimes those mountains and armies are only in my mind.
That is when I need you to be strong.
For someone who didn't know what to write I seem to have found quite a bit to write about.
I can not give you gold. I can not give you diamonds.
I can only give you that which you already own....my heart.
Comments: (1)
anonymous - October 23rd, 2004 |
Sorry anonymous, this user does not allow double comments to be posted.