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It's gunna take alot to get this girl to be herself, to find her true self and then be able to feel able to be her true self around. |
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On my 3rd glass of wine 8:35 Watching the ocean move with the tides and your body, somebody, dancing open wide, for all of them to see. It is your mind, that fasinates me. How prentenious do you think you can be? How much more do you want me to see? |
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No more please. Sometimes I can't understand my mind. Sometimes, I think I can understand my mind, but I can't. Sometimes I do understand my mind. I do understand myself though. I do understand my feelings and emotions. Sometimes these feelings and emotions feel so big sometimes there too hard to understand. |
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So I guess today is one of those days and tonight is one of those nights I'll smoke a thousand ciggerates and leave my thoughts behind. I'll take a few pictures, of my face, body and hands. Pretend that there's folks with me, that I'm laughing not feeling sad. Coughing my lungs out, while I slam the telephone into the door. Strumming a perfect guitar, thinking these lonely nights are not so bad. But I'll smile because I'm used to this. Being lonesome listening to the radio. These friday nights make me feel weaker, even though I'm stronger inside. |
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Is this secultion, isolation? I'm really not sure. Anymore. |