Relief at long last.
Mar 1st, 2006 2:50:12 pm - Subscribe
feeling happy(i know its overrated)
Grooving to: Smile
It was almost embarrassing.
To tear.At first it was,"Poh Siang,you have not paid your library fines,i do not have your slip with me.Go to the library,pay the fines and you will have your slip...."
I was like,"WHAT??NOT NOW!I'm on the verge of peeing in my pants!"
"But...if you want me to tell you verbally what you got...I could."
"Okay,shoot me."
And that was that.
Something came over me.Teary eyed,I called you,then i called my mum,my dad,my sister,Elizabeth,Elithia,Miss Teo,Gideon and everyone else who tried to get me during those few nerve-wrecking minutes.
Relieved.Crying over this little deal is embarrassing.But i couldn't help my ducts from giving in.My results were not by any chance,stellar.Or astonishing.BUT I WAS FOOOOKING HAPPY WITH IT I WAS JUMPING INSIDE SO VIOLENTLY(irony not intended).
Isn't it such a great feeling when you sit down in the privacy and comfort of your own bedroom,that things finally sink in,and you break into a smile so little and silent,but one which means so much.
I'm just happy for myself.I don't care about how many As you scored and what that 1 horrible B did to your otherwise perfect slip.Just count your blessings because there are others out there with nothing to show for,yet are smiling through their fears and sorrows.
But congragulations to all who did well,which is like,EVERYONE I KNOW.
Smile though your heart is aching;
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by.
If you smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
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Wish me luck.
Feb 28th, 2006 2:52:57 pm - Subscribe
feeling nervous
Grooving to: nothing
I could do with loads of it.
Right now,getting air into my lungs seems to be quite a task because,I AM OFFICIALLY FREAKING OUT and its 3 in the morning.
The results will be out in less than 12 hours,and i have so many emotions and thoughts running around at the same time.
I'm not going to go into the WHAT IFs,but rather the WHAT WILL BE.But as Alvyn and I were saying,its never about how much you study,but always about MATCH DAY PERFORMANCE,how sharp you were on the day of exams.And i felt i fell sadly short of that for virtually all the papers.
I need to breathe.
My legs are trembling,heart is palpitating so fast it threatens to tear through my left chest.
Good luck to everyone too.
I really need to breathe,this constant useless panicking is not doing me any good at all.
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