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unspoken_x someday, someday.. - Subscribe
..Thought I'd start this lil blog.. mainly out of boredom, curiousty and a weird feeling that someone just 'might' take an ever so small interest in my daily dramas

Well its 11:08pm. I just spent the last three days helplessly swept off my feet by my bf who lives up in auckland. I still feel all tingly thinking about him. I'm so happy he came down here, its unbelievable really. He drove about 4 hours, plus nearly had a tree drop on his car (now thats commitment! ha) First time i met him none the less, from 5 months of txting and calling eachother he finally got the time to come down here.. I was overly apprehensive, I mean so many things could have gone wrong! But they didnt.. and he's everything I seriously thought he'd be.. If not more.

Not to mention out of my dreamy mood on the sunday morning I managed to flood the bathroom.. *gasp* im such an idiot. So mum wasnt very pleased with me.. (well I wasnt exactly pleased with myself either.. trust me to go and flood the bathroom..) But it got sorted.. and I met Chris at Stoneham Walk about two hours later happy.gif and yea..

I'm 'so' not the type to go into the upmost detail about everything that happened, so I'll leave it at this. Two days of being with the guy I really feel I love and the best feeling was having his arms around me and then whispering that he's never going to let me go..

I want this to work out so much and I believe it can if we're strong enough. To be honest I've never particularily had faith in long distance relationships. The whole constant 'longing' for the other person can really bring you down when you hardly ever see eachother. But at the end of the day, I 'will' be seeing him.. and atleast he's only a 4hour drive/40min plane trip away. It could be worse and I really think he's worth it

Well.. I think I'm gonna flop into bed, really knackered and Jemma expects me to get up early tomorrow to go over to her place.. pfft, she's got another thing coming (^_^)

anyways..

<3 lotsa luv'n stuff in between
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unspoken_x nothing Sep 29th, 2005 12:30:49 am - Subscribe
You know when you think everythings going fine? You feel so on top of the world, nothing can bring you down coz you feel so 'above' everthing else. And next thing you know you're wondering where that imense feeling of euphoria escaped to.

I'm not usually one to be brought down, I'm usually the one that grins with a lost stare and makes people believe that "everything's going to be okay" But I just can't hack this right now.

I've got my best mate practically depressed coz another one of our friends just lost her boyfriend (car accident) ..just after she had cheated on him and got herself pregnant to another guy. It's kinda hit us all hard. Nothing seems to be going right for her.

Also makes you wonder who you can really trust when you find out yet another one of your friends has been lying to you for the past god knows how many months, about something that shouldn't even matter. But the principles still there. Why did she have to lie for so long?

I'm pretty much over school at the moment, it's still the holidays and I'm dreading going back.. I mean end of year exams are just around the corner! *sobs* ..But then I'm spending xmas and new year in the uk so that's going to be awesome grin.gif ..Kinda can't wait to get away from this hole of a town

Spending the night round Courtz place *yay* I haven't seen her since Thursday.. such a long time gone (heh) But I think it's what we need at the moment, a night of corny horror movies and some popcorn. All good.


<3

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