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Date: Nov 26th, 2005 8:45:22 am - Subscribe
Mood: puzzled
my anti-drug <33: 'so far away' - crossfade

gotta do some writing, ive gotta make some sense of this.

#1. Manan thinks hes in the way of me in Chris. He knows im on the edge of breaking up with him but he feels that hes cuasing me to sway. So what? Manans an ex. I wouldnt go back to him coz I thought we had built up this bullet-proof friendship. And now he wants to to do a Houdini on me. (???)

#2. I have so much shit gonig on with my friends that its unbelievable and im just about the only one sane.

(a) J with dumping Cris coz he cheated on her with Ay
(b)Ay getting pissed at me coz im backing up J
(c)Courts getting the rear end from Ay coz shes sticking up and looking after J with me
(d) Marc getting really flippin annoying; wanting me to break up with Chris for him.

#3. I so cant hack this relationship right now. I havent heard from Chris since Sunday.. so obviously my 'blow up' didnt go according to plan. (plan? wtf there was no plan! It was a mere jump off the cliff and hopefully land on my feet kinda thing)

.This sucks. ^^

..On the other hand.. i got my belly button pierced and it looks awesome! *yay* and.. i finished school for summer and xmas and new year *double yay* ..so relieved ^-^

All over for another year.. I set of to england in 2weeks! =]
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