Leo
Date: Oct 30th, 2004 2:08:25 pm - Subscribe
Mood: uneasy
I've been reading up on astrology and it turns out that all along I know what I want and I'm going to go after it until I get it. Well - that's what this book told me anyway. Of course, that was only when dealing with an Aquarius (do you know any aquarius guys?). This book is the best book I've read in a long time. It tells you how you interact with other signs, how your personalities match up and what to look out for in any type of relationship (friendship, courtship, marriage, etc.) It has pegged my entire relationship with several people. I recommend it! It's called Love Signs, author? I can't remember. It definitely will get you thinking.
Okay - that's all my thoughts for today.
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Lost in Atlanta
Date: Oct 15th, 2004 2:08:57 am - Subscribe
Mood: damned
Sort of like Sleepless in Seattle? Not quite. This is the trip I put all my stock in. Never put all your eggs in one basket, right? Well that's for damn sure. I always tell myself that when I get lost I won't get stressed out. I found out today that I've been lying to myself all along. It's extremely stressful being lost. I felt hopeless for the first time in ages. I had to rely on stranges to steer me in the right direction. Twice I was sent even further off course and finally someone sent me in the right direction. It's a lot like life. If you let your guard down & trust in other people, you will end up off course. Which is better? To stay on the plotted course and never venture off to see what else is out there. Or do we place our trust in others, allowing ourselves to be sidetracked. What's the worst thing that can happen? What's the best? We find a more scenic route? I think so.
Mikey, no strippers for me or you. Tonight was supposed to be my club experience. Instead I will have to wait until Niagra Falls this November. I hear Canada has great clubs.
Off to an exciting evening of greasy food and sappy movies. Love ya babe! Glad you're here to listen to me vent.
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Recap
Date: Oct 9th, 2004 1:14:22 am - Subscribe
Mood: 33-28-34
I have been running for days and days. I'm working on exhaustion and have been so confused as to why I am even still here. Running on empty, everything catches up to me as I slowly collapse...How long was I out? I'm awoken by a gentle touch. I open my eyes to find these his beautiful baby blues staring back at me. He gently brushes the hair from my face. His hands move down to my neck and across my chest. He shifts the colar of my blouse and slides his hand under the fabric. My heart begins to race. I gently bite my bottom lip in anticipation of his tender touch. Our mouths barely touching with his soft lips on mine. The passion stirring between was almost too much for me bare. The phone rings and I snap out of my daydream and this is really what happened at work today:
Remember when I was ranting about the married man who had this crush on me? Well, he's back. He showed up at work uninvited and asked me to happy hour. I blew him off. I know, that's not good enough. I need to be direct and ask him to leave me alone, but I can't! It's so much harder than I could ever imagine. Maybe I'll gain the courage one day.
I'm very much looking forward to my Atlanta trip 
I leave Thursday and come back home Saturday. My cousin will take me to the good shopping areas, we'll go to a strip club, out to dinner and so much more. It's like my very own little working vacation. Too bad I actually have to work Thursday and Friday afternoons. Is there any gambling in Atlanta? I wonder.
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Aviation
Date: Oct 8th, 2004 3:24:43 am - Subscribe
Mood: fickle
I want to be a pilot! As a career would be sweet, but realisticly, as a hobby would be nice. Now all I need is instructions and my very own plane. I'm scared to death of a take-off on a commercial jet - but the adrenaline that pumps is an addictive feeling. I love it. It's like rollercoaster rides, even though they scare the shit out of everyone, people still ride them.
Rhode Island is a beatiful place! I went to Newport yesterday. Do not go for a day trip, you must spend more time there if you can. The cliffs, the mansions, the people, the mini beaches and so much more...it's awesome. I will go back again.
I'm more than ready for bed, I'm falling asleep at the computer...so here we go to another short blog...I bid the adu.
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Mischievious
Date: Sep 25th, 2004 3:01:13 pm - Subscribe
Mood: horny
Cell phone rings at an early 2:40am. I pick it up to answer and no one is there. It's not a phone call, but a message. A message from non-other than the very handsome, "Big Mike". My dream was disrupted. It was one of those dreams that you never want to end and somehow you wake up feeling guilty as if you've done something you shouldn't have. 
I tried to return to my dream hoping it would pick up where I left off. Well, no luck, but I did have other interesting dreams involving the same intriguing individual as before. I fear a blush coming on next I bump into him. Oh - in my imagination I live in a soap opera. The drama never stops and the girl always gets the man. At least in my soap opera.
Well, I'm certainly going to be slammed this coming month. I have over 15 office sites to visit and several overnighters. Lots of time for scandalous activity.
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