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velouria The Dream, The Plead - Subscribe
I dreamt of you last night
I didn't want it
I wanted that least

As always, you were so real
but I know you are only a phantom
You always come
And I am tormented once again

I only want to know
Let me rest
The truth does not matter
As long as I know

Please visit me no more
I can endure it no longer

I cry as I write this
but I know I must write it
Maybe now you will leave me alone

And I know it's not your fault
That others said things
That you believed things
Things that were not true
And now there is no hope

Has been no hope for years
There was only one chance
But that was so long ago
And now it is gone

Now I will sleep
And I pray you do not visit
I must forget you

And then I will die
Die alone
Unable to care for myself
Without help
With only pity
And disdain
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Mood: fluffy

velouria Soon Apr 11th, 2007 12:58:10 pm - Subscribe
Wow...contact from an old friend. Now I hope to have the answers I've needed for a while. Soon I can stop wondering.
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velouria Sinking Apr 18th, 2007 5:21:00 pm - Subscribe
Three Ships Sinking
One Yellow
One Blue
One Black

Waking up on a rainy morning
Before the sun has risen
Standing on the dock
Looking out into the water

I couldn't believe they
all had sunk
Three ships in succession
This was a dream
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Mood: strange