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rebelheart i\'m going to - Subscribe

scream

maybe a little

i've felt....

not overwhelmed

not underwhelmed

but...

whelmed

is that even a word? can you be whelmed?


*i totally just had a "10 things i hate about you flashback*
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Mood: confuzzled
music to listen to: stickwitu-pussycat dolls

rebelheart what a morning Dec 14th, 2005 2:32:14 pm - Subscribe

my boyfriend has his 21st this morning at midnight...i'm not very happy with his friends right now

this morning i had to pick him up and bring him back to his apartment...it was so hard to see him like that

it was just rough.

he's very uninhibited when he's hungover though...poor baby

now i'm going to make him peanut butter kiss cookies....just for him, and then wrap his present...because i'm totally uncreative and don't have the resources to give him a birthday like he did for me

oh well.

i love him
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Mood: alright
music to listen to: you\'re beautiful-james blunt

rebelheart ballad for my one true love Dec 13th, 2005 5:15:17 pm - Subscribe

i've been on a mason jennings kick

and looking through my photo albums

i was a very unusual child...and that is putting things nicely

oh well

dinner with benny tonight after my meeting...then i'm going to bake my little heart out for him

tomorrow is his birthday

i wish i could help him celebrate, hopefully the boys won't kill him...or maybe i just worry too much
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Mood: helpful
music to listen to: ballad for my one true love-mason jennings

rebelheart peach fizz Dec 13th, 2005 2:51:31 am - Subscribe

i was ready for it tonight

it was a good night

but, sometimes the timing is all wrong

like tonight

damn the sleepiness
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Mood: bright
music to listen to: my hump-the black eyed peas

rebelheart i was hatched Dec 9th, 2005 12:07:56 pm - Subscribe

19 years ago

it was cold

it still is cold

happy "birfday" to me
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Mood: devilish
music to listen to: goodnight and go-imogen heap

rebelheart i don\'t want it Dec 8th, 2005 12:40:07 pm - Subscribe


my birthday is tomorrow

and i don't want to celebrate

its not a joyous season

its not even a good season

maybe i should be happier

but its hard
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Mood: numb

rebelheart words cannot explain Dec 6th, 2005 7:33:04 pm - Subscribe

words cannot explain how much i miss my aunt louisa

she died in a car accident on saturday night

she was such a great person....i couldn't even begin to describe her and do her justice

i miss her.

God, please keep her well.
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Mood: missing something from my heart

rebelheart never stop Dec 2nd, 2005 11:39:32 am - Subscribe

i just got up

i suppose i can handle 5 hours of sleep

its not bad

i thought we were going on a date tonight, but i guess he's going out with the boys

not that i care

i don't

i'm going to brita beans tonight. to stay with her. because i'm responsible, i guess.

i miss last year, how all of the gang hung out
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Mood: indulgent
music to listen to: all i want for christmas is you- the little girl from the love actually soundtrack

rebelheart may your days merry...and bright Dec 1st, 2005 11:39:21 am - Subscribe

i'm timid

and listening to a christmas cd manda made for the gang last winter

rilo kiley
dave matthews

who knew christmas would be so good?

maybe i'm just a misfit

and there's nothing wrong with that

because that's where i fit in
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Mood: better
music to listen to: misfit song-rudolph the red nosed reindeer soundtrack

rebelheart la amour Nov 30th, 2005 12:45:39 pm - Subscribe

all i did was bring him pie

and i got hugs and kisses to boot

and then i drove home

and listened to a song

that was true!


hehe, i like to rhyme
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Mood: slinky

rebelheart hey there Nov 29th, 2005 2:56:32 pm - Subscribe

oh its what you do to me...

plain white t's -hey there delilah

i love that song

i also love my boyfriend

my back kills...i think i broke it

my mom tried to massage it and i almost cried

and even a hot bath didn't help

ugh...i wonder what i did to it
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Mood: defensive
music to listen to: hey there delilah- plain white t\'s

rebelheart \"get rythm Nov 28th, 2005 11:55:58 am - Subscribe
when you get the blues"

last night was really serious

and i'm not scared

not at all

its a nice feeling....that i hope lasts a long time
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Mood: smooth
music to listen to: walk the line soundtrack

rebelheart holy sunday batman Nov 27th, 2005 2:38:41 pm - Subscribe

woke up to drunken roommates early this morning...kinda scary...i hope i never ever get that way

but anyway, i really hope we get this apartment, how sweet would that be!?

that and i'd be around one of my bestest friends...you just can't go wrong

i'm watching the vikings walk all over the browns....but chicago is winning so even if we win...it really doesnt matter...god

i slept for 8 and a half hours...i really really needed it

anywho, take care


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Mood: elated
music to listen to: headstrong-trapt

rebelheart in awe Nov 26th, 2005 5:51:25 am - Subscribe

i'm on my way to work its almost 6. maybe i'll be late but i don't care

because i had the best week ever.

sunday-went and watched grey's anatomy with him...and cuddled
monday-watched the vikings kick the packers butt...and then we all know what happened after that!
tuesday-went over to his place after work and lost my bet so i had to go to thanksgiving at his dad's...and i got chocolates and cuddling out of it
wednesday-he spent the night
thursday-thanksgiving, spent all day with him, and was just a perfect holiday
friday-car ride with him going back to duluth, realized a lot of things, and then we went to a movie, and then watched the bulldogs smoke the shit out of yale 9-1 and then we went out to dinner....and i wish i could have slept in his arms last night...because i really wanted to...wednesday ruined me for life

god. i am a changed woman.
and i don't mind the change at all
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Mood: boastful

rebelheart geek in the pink Nov 23rd, 2005 4:29:21 am - Subscribe

i've become a proclaimed night owl

and have noticed that i can't function very well in the morning hours....at all

i lost at gin so i'm going to the twin cities for thanksgiving...my family has yet to know

today i get to look at an apartment with dustin, the mansion its fondly called already

i really wish i could sleep the whole night in my safe haven

but alas
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Mood: careless
music to listen to: geek in the pink- jason mraz

rebelheart oh why\'d you have to be so cute? Nov 21st, 2005 12:08:20 pm - Subscribe

i love imogen heap!

also i heart my myspace: www.myspace.com/jesi_jo

and, i'm going to look at a room to rent in like 15 mins!! i'm so excited!

that and the fact that the best rivalry in NFL football is gonna be on tonight on monday night football!!

i was up late last night...i'm up late everynight...because i'm in love.
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Mood: excluded
music to listen to: breakdown-plain white t\'s

rebelheart stars when you shine... Nov 20th, 2005 2:29:18 pm - Subscribe
...you know how i feel

"freedom is my life, and you know how i feel
its a new dawn, its a new day, its a new life for me, and i'm feeling good"

i like muse.

but i don't like the game ride the bus

because i rode it, and it sucked balls

i did have a dream about alan rickman from when he was in dogma.

and then i remembered that when i was little i wanted to be alanis morissette...

i still do, she's married to ryan reynolds...way hot!

oh well
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Mood: ok

rebelheart the good news day Nov 18th, 2005 3:32:50 am - Subscribe

i aced my history test

i overreacted wednesday

i got to go see the midnight showing of harry potter ( it was rock solid!)

but i regret not going through with my other plans

but i am looking forward to this weekend!!

but mostly

I ACED MY HISTORY EXAM!!!
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Mood: touchy
music to listen to: goodnight and go-imogen heap

rebelheart and i said... Nov 16th, 2005 6:03:17 pm - Subscribe
your uncle was a crooked french canadian

lol.

the decembrists, gotta love that band

also love trespassers william, who would have thought?

just my friends with their great music influence

mmmm...i want to be me, without the inside influence of my family
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Mood: destructive
music to listen to: frame by frame-honorary title

rebelheart the snowglobe effect Nov 16th, 2005 1:47:15 am - Subscribe

well earlier it was

now its colder than fuck and blowing like a mother

i came clean about it, but not to the one person who is gonna shoot me when she finds out

i'm just so tired

but i can't sleep

insomnia, who would have thought the girl who loves to sleep, couldn't fall asleep

oh city bird
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Mood: crafty
music to listen to: city bird- of montreal