Babbling
Date: Jul 18th, 2008 11:03:37 pm - Subscribe
Mood: enlightened
This is just going to be be babbling for a little, so if you dont like mindless ranting, then you should probably stop reading right about.....
here.
So i have been thinking alot lately about things I thought I had figured out. Well, I would like to start with the fact that my personality and the person I am is not one of these things. I have me pretty much done. I know exactly who I am and have become the person I want to be. This is the reason for the recent tattooing. I really want to remember the time in my life where I figured out what I want out of life.
Ok, back to the thinking alot. Well the thing that had me stumped was why I didnt believe much in God. I have had my fair share in bad things that have happened to me and my family, and I really didnt think that a loving and just God would let things like that happen. I had the impression that there was a God, but he really had nothing to do with what went on in our lives. But I am starting to realize that all these things have made me the strong person I am today. Every event in my life that knocked me down made me stronger and I am really starting to see that maybe someone has a plan for me. There are people who have way worse problems than I do, and even they believe in God. Everything happens for a reason, and God has a plan for all of us. I am proud to say that I do believe in God. I believe in parts of the bible. I can't really say that I believe, everything was written down and nothing was exaggerated. But I am happy with where I am at. I am going to start going to church. Not to better myself, but mainly to focus on strengthening the connection I have with God.
I am extremely relieved to have gotten that out.
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