Change, Regret, and Forever.
Date: Sep 13th, 2008 5:09:27 pm - Subscribe
Mood: abnormal
Change is constant.
Change is everywhere.
Change is everyone
and everything.
It is really hard to come to terms with the fact that people change... all the time. Sometimes, the people that they become clash with our new personalities. It really is sad. But I can't blame it on anyone, because I am experiencing a new change within myself every day. People say that a true friendship will last forever, and I really dont think that's true.
I have had my fair share of "true" friends. Actually, delete those quotation marks. They were really TRUE friends. But, we changed. We grew apart. And here it is, happening again. One of my closest friends has begun. I guess I am happy for her, to finally be finding herself. I just really dont agree with the person shes becoming and the direction she is going. But, I cant stop it. Nor would I want to. I am happy for the both of us. I am not changing my lifestyle to become her best friend again.
The point is. people change, people grow apart. As hard as that is to deal with, we have to...I have to. But while dealing with that, it makes you realize the things that you took for granted when you were still close. I hate the fact that I take so many things for granted. My boyfriend Zack, is one of the greatest things to ever enter my life. He supports me in everything I do, I am completely comfortable around him, and he loves me unconditionally. Yet, I am constantly taking him for granted and getting angry and being a complete bitch.
One day, we could grow apart, and I would have so many regrets. I dont want that. I want to always have him and the experiences we share to be untarnished by anything. I want them to be beautiful.
Now, this makes me think. Why? If everyone changes, is there the word FOREVER. I thought about it, and came to this conclusion.
It must be possible, to change ... together. People must change, but in a way that their surroundings arent affected and they still fit where they left off.
A real lasting relationship or friendship, is when you've both found yourselves, and still fit perfectly together. Forever has to exist or else families would constantly be breaking apart.
That really leaves me with a better view on things.
All together.
Change will always be.
You may lose people during the process.
So don't take things for granted.
Don't leave those relationships with any regrets.
Don't leave this world with any regrets.
Forever can happen,
if you do it together.
<3
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ultimate - September 28th, 2008 |
