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| burn your friends!!!!!!!!! |
Apr 16th, 2007 8:12:08 pm - Subscribe |
sometimes I wonder, i really deserve to be alone.despite all the people around me, im just like blah...i really missed that side of the old me who was once a loner, has no friends and yes fucking coldhearted and apathetic as usual.but things have changed.im not fallin into that same pit before.well you'll all asume that this had gotten to be my sort of defense mechanism for all this madness and mockery that he ever felt but not. people use you, people take advantage of you and when youve had enough and your tough hide comes up, youre considered an asshole,wow what a world were living in.it sucks to be nice isnt it? Ive come to a point were Ive been called a snub, well i am really, i rarely greet people no matter how close we have been with before, its just my style and i prefer being greeted instead but really im just ok...old friends have bumped into me and yep they get the same reaction alll the time. besides when people come up to me and try to be friends, im the least talkative one. im not really into opening up and shit like as if i would like to hear about your oh-so dramatic-miserable life like the fuck i care. each day I deal with the same bulshit all the time no matter if its in the internet or at school or everywhere I go. im really gettin bored with all the same people i hang out with yet it seems like they like my company err maybe I am smarter than them or I look cooler or whatnot, but i guess the only factor is that I talk to much.my mouth is like a magazine, an open ended source of useless information that has only a mere function : for your amusement and time filler.you can listen all you want or ignore me at all, i really could careless.Each time some people talk to me online, I face the same bulshit words all the time. "oh I missed you,...long time no see, how are ya? ...etc.." as if it's your business to know and how would you miss me if you dont even talk to me and say hi or whatever.and yes l"ong time no see"? as if i have plans to meet you unless Im gonna get laid with ya but youre not even my type to begin with. Ive had my enough share of ugly, fat white girls that Ive messed with that i totally regret fucking with.arrrghh, it just makes me puke just to think of it. and whats really funny and makes me wanna puke blood while laughing my guts out is that when a girl suddenly pokes back at you like "were friends right?" right after youve made out and shit, i mean fuck that whole load of bulcrap. |
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| mood: sadistic |
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lilith66 |
April 19th, 2007 |
you sound interesting. |
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| anonymous |
February 10th, 2008 |
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| you're the person who bashed one of my entries before. you seem so angry all the time. but i like your honesty. and you do sound very interesting. i hope you take that as a compliment cause it is. and you shouldn't be considered an asshole when you put up your tough hide, you're right. the world hardly makes sense. | ||
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