It's so simple. I don't know why I never thought of life like this before. Adversity is bound to get in the way of your plans. But instead of whining about it or letting my negative emotions get the best of me, I will know that whatever life throws my way, it's not an unexpected roadblock. It's simply part of my journey but often times I am on the verge of giving up or either not giving a shit about it at all. Ive had my fair share of rough moments and each day it just doubles up with me consciously knowing it. And I would not deal with these problems well.But I am far from unique in this facet of life. Everyone has gone through their share of hardships. Though I like to think I've gone through some pretty tough times, in the end, I am very lucky and privileged to be where I am today. It's probably safe to assume that someone in say like ten fucking years or so I could just laugh at it on where I am now. But still I am falling into a shallow path coupled with such dimishing thoughts of self assimilation and such. I really recluse this based on what I think.Often times I feel that my whole body is depleting of its sources.I really can't wait for another whole year of what's new to come.I dont think I'll live for another couple years. I keep thinking life is short and whats more to come?
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