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| Leaving Tonight. |
Dec 27th, 2007 6:44:59 pm - Subscribe |
| I remixed the Neyo and Jennifer Hudson version.. so... Background history: Girl is insecure about her relationship with a boy and hurts him before she can give him a chance to hurt her. He really loves her and wants her trust and can't understand that it takes her time. Girl: (talking) I believe that trust is not a gift, it's a phase. I don't think I can trust someone without time. That blind trust, that beyond a shadow a doubt The kind of trust you're asking me to give I don't think I can give that I'm gonna believe what makes sense And boy I love you But everytime one of your lil friends come at me with something It cuts like this Boy I'm tryna, tryna let you in Tell me why you can't wait, I waited for you Boy: (talkng)- Just shut up and listen. 216 That's how many times your words went back and forth around in my mind Could you Could you really be Feelin me like you're tellin me There's something about it that don't feel right (Boy singing, girl singing in brackets) Saturday you frownin 26 times (I knew you'd count it) You kept sayin babe it's nothing (Didn't feel like fightin) Really wish you'd just tell me the truth (Boy I'm tryin) But if you ain't feelin me... I'm leaving tonight Don't wanna cry Everyone said we'd be no good And you proved them right I'm leavin tonight It's time to move on Ain't no sense in tryna wait till the morning comes I'm leaving tonight Girl- singing, boy in brackets Baby now you're walkin I really wanna sit you down Cuz there's a perfect explanation I swear that there's a reason For the way I been treatin you (Those words that came from you) Boy I swear that you're my world But I been feelin down And now shit feels so crazy Don't wanna pull you into it So now I'm tryna distance you Said things I didn't mean like a thousand times (You've started countin) You acted like you weren't hurt (Tried not to shout it) Baby I swear I'm feelin you (I really doubt it) Really wish I didn't say those things... I keep cryin at night Boy you're my life All your friends think I'm no good Guess I proved them right I know you're leaving tonight Gotta face what I've done Now I'm alone, livin without your love Wish you were the one But you're leavin tonight Boy singing, girl in brackets Oh, I won't deny That I really believed Really thought you and me would last (It's my fault, boy) See I can't give all my love when you just shut me out (I know I shouldn't shut you out) You keep givin tests, tryna get rid of me (Boy I know that what I've done means you can't trust in me & believe me, i ain't happy) (forgive me, boy) I love you that's a fact (say you forgive me baby) But I'll be damned if I'ma let you hurt and disrespect who's been there from the start (boy you're in my heart...) You keep claimin ya love (I love you so) But you deleted me off your phone Got rid of all our songs Care to explain that part? Saturday you frownin 26 times (I knew you'd count it) You kept sayin babe it's nothing (Didn't feel like fightin) Really wish you'd just tell me the truth (Boy I'm tryin) But if you ain't feelin me... Girl- singing, boy in brackets Baby now you're walkin I really wanna sit you down Cuz there's a perfect explanation I swear that there's a reason For the way I been treatin you (Those words that came from you) Boy I swear that you're my world But I been feelin down And now shit feels so crazy Don't wanna pull you into it So now I'm tryna distance you Said I really am sorry (I know you're sorry) Please don't leave tonight.. |
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| feelin kinda.. healthy |
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| Whywhywhywhywhy. |
Dec 27th, 2007 5:10:09 pm - Subscribe |
| He said.. I'm not gonna fight for this. I'm not like that. I'm not going to make you stay even if you want me to. you have to want to stay, and i want your blind trust. Now. i don't want to wait or work for it. He said.. You think it didn't hurt when you said you could do better? Fuck, i cried. i yelled at my fucking mother. I don't even talk to her, and i yelled at her. He said.. You're the one that pulls away from the kisses- that says she hates hearing she's loved. How am i supposed to know you like that when you tell me otherwise? He said. You're the first girl i sang to. Haha, i can't fucking sing. He said.. So I guess none of it meant anything. And don't you miss being in my arms, with your head in my chest, riding the bus home? Not even a little? He said.. Well hey, you proved the boys right. They said we wouldn't last. I feel like i just got smacked in the face. |
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| feelin kinda.. indecisive |
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| 22 Things I Hate About You. |
Dec 24th, 2007 6:29:48 pm - Subscribe |
| I hate it when you're bossy. And tell me what to change. I hate your stupid friends. I hate your jokes, they're lame. I hate it when you get angry. And I hate when you calm me down. I hate the way you insult me. The way you act so tough. I really hate the way you kiss me. Like that should be enough. I hate the way I feel When you hold me in your arms. I hate it when we're together. Worse when we're apart. I hate the life you want to live. The way you think the world should be. And no matter how I look at it I don't see it involving me I hate the fact that I let you go. And the way you didn't try to stay. Cuz now it's got me thinking... About how easy it was for you to just walk away. I hate the way I still love you. The way I'd crawl back if I could. I dread going back to school. Hearing them ask, "What's with you two?" I hate the way it's turned to be And how it's really not your fault. I hate the dramatic exit you made. Seriously, it was uncalled for |
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| feelin kinda.. stunned |
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| I need affection. |
Dec 24th, 2007 2:14:07 am - Subscribe |
| We broke up. So this is one of my dealing-with-pain things. I need affection. I need cuddles and kisses and hugs. |
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| feelin kinda.. needy |
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| Agreement/'Bitch' thesis. |
Dec 23rd, 2007 4:13:10 pm - Subscribe |
| Okay, so my nutter of a boyfriend made me promise that... Everytime I have a negative thought, I put a dollar in a moneybox. Until it's full. Then I give it to charity. It's a sweet thought but me wonders if I can do $9 a day? We had a nice, long phone call. He told me off for listening intently to what he was saying. =|. And to just loosen up and be random. I like to pride myself on listening so intently that it makes people feel special, understood. I guess it can get annoying :/ Anyway, on to my bitch thesis. I theorize that bitchy girls are only bitchy in front of, and to, other girls. They are never bitchy in front of, or to, guys. They do this in a very cunning pursuit. So when nice girls get fed up, and start complaining that these girls are mean... The guys will say.. "Man, you girls are so bitchy". It's so true. tah.x |
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| feelin kinda.. smart. s-m-r-t. |
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