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| I'm never "that" girl. |
Dec 22nd, 2007 5:49:55 pm - Subscribe |
| I'm never the girl who the guy does some crazy over the top thing for. Never the girl who gets a song written about her. Or her name carved into a tree. Or tattooed into his arm. Or introduced to his mother. Or showed off to his friends. Or the one he changes for. I always give more love than I get. Even now. He keeps calling me Mrs Zen. I feel like slapping him the fuck out. Saying.. Don't bullshit me, you don't plan on marrying me. And he doesn't. I don't fit into his future plan. I'm never going to be a stay-at-home who runs to the door to greet her husband after a long day and takes off his tie. That's just not me. And that's what he wants. And even now as he's making plans for valentine's day... I know they're exactly the same he made last year with his ex. I don't know what's wrong with me. Or is there something wrong with me? Maybe I'm right. I'm starting to severely disbelieve in love. |
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| feelin kinda.. veryfuckingvolatile |
x(0) threadbare memories. sew them up with reason and regret? |
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