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Leaving Tonight.

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 18:44:59 -0600

I remixed the Neyo and Jennifer Hudson version.. so... Background history: Girl is insecure about her relationship with a boy and hurts him before she can give him a chance to hurt her. He really loves her and wants her trust and can't understand that it takes her time. Girl: (talking) I believe that trust is not a gift, it's a ph... Read More

Whywhywhywhywhy.

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 17:10:09 -0600
He said.. I'm not gonna fight for this. I'm not like that. I'm not going to make you stay even if you want me to. you have to want to stay, and i want your blind trust. Now. i don't want to wait or work for it. He said.. You think it didn't hurt when you said you could do better? Fuck, i cried. i yelled at my fucking mother. I don't even t... Read More

22 Things I Hate About You.

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 18:29:48 -0600
I hate it when you're bossy. And tell me what to change. I hate your stupid friends. I hate your jokes, they're lame. I hate it when you get angry. And I hate when you calm me down. I hate the way you insult me. The way you act so tough. I really hate the way you kiss me. Like that should be enough. I hate the way I feel When you hold me... Read More

I need affection.

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:14:07 -0600
We broke up. So this is one of my dealing-with-pain things. I need affection. I need cuddles and kisses and hugs.... Read More

Agreement/'Bitch' thesis.

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 16:13:10 -0600
Okay, so my nutter of a boyfriend made me promise that... Everytime I have a negative thought, I put a dollar in a moneybox. Until it's full. Then I give it to charity. It's a sweet thought but me wonders if I can do $9 a day? We had a nice, long phone call. He told me off for listening intently to what he was saying. =|. And to just loose... Read More

I'm never "that" girl.

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 17:49:55 -0600
I'm never the girl who the guy does some crazy over the top thing for. Never the girl who gets a song written about her. Or her name carved into a tree. Or tattooed into his arm. Or introduced to his mother. Or showed off to his friends. Or the one he changes for. I always give more love than I get. Even now. He keeps cal... Read More

Cheap and false advertizings.

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 17:32:19 -0600
"If I could act like This was my real life, And not some cage where I've been placed, Well then, I could tell you The truth like I used to And not be afraid of sounding fake." -Bright Eyes. I feel like shit. This past year i've changed, tried to be nicer, tried to be more social. I've made so much friends, but it's come at a price. I'... Read More

Hell looks like family.

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 20:49:25 -0600
My hell does, anyway. I bet heaven is everything we wanted in life. Hell is all the things we had but hoped we didn't, magnified. My hell is my family. With my mother, who I adore to bits but find it so hard to respect seeing how spineless she is. With my father, his conservatism, his ego and his temper. And my sister. Who is like... Read More

What is your role in a relationship..

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 20:42:44 -0600
[/url] You are the Dreamer Dreamers are emotional, passionate, creative, surprising, selfish, moody, childish, stubborn and many more things on top of that! You have the capacity to be anything and everything, you throw yourself in to everything you do and you're not afraid to fall in love. In fact you've dreamed of doing so forever. ... Read More

Self-control and sms.

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 20:29:14 -0600
My bill is coming today. I went over, I just know it. ;_; My phone's gonna get confiscated. Feh. Stupid father and his control complex not letting me get prepaid. I'm hungry and cranky and my beloved phone is gonna get confiscated =( I am a TEENAGER. We should not be offered unlimited usage. GAH. And we're tight on money atm adsfghjkl... Read More