wildindigo
Boo - Subscribe
Bah ha
Can someone help me change this layout?
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wildindigo
Boo - Subscribe
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New one! Bah ha Can someone help me change this layout? |
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wildindigo
Creepy feeling lskdjfioef Oct 10th, 2005 3:11:57 am - Subscribe
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Charlie Blish is hitting on me and it's creeping me out. Just had to get that off my chest >_> |
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wildindigo
RAWR Oct 14th, 2005 9:52:36 pm - Subscribe
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Edit: FUCK, I can't get away. I am going friends only for this from now on. Leave a comment if you'd like to be added if you're not already. |
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wildindigo
Something different Oct 21st, 2005 1:28:05 am - Subscribe
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Everything I say is wrong, everything I think is wrong, backwords. I feel like I am becoming everything I do not want to be. Every word that comes out of my mouth, I think 'why did I say that?' Everything comes out differently than I mean it, my words and concern mean nothing because it all sounds so shallow to my ears, and I'm not shallow. I want to hear about life, good things and bad things, I want to feel as if I am not a self-absorbed teenager. I feel as if everything I say or think is me me me and it disgusts me. I feel as if in every friendship I have I take too much, don't give anything back. I didn't use to react this way. It is everything I hate about 'teenagers'. Is it in my head? Is it who I really am? Is it a phase, will I have to live with these thoughts bombarding me every time I have a conversation? Do not answer these questions. I apologize for the sarcastic comments that I didn't mean to sound sarcastic. I'm sorry for not seeming to care about anything but myself. Please understand that I really, genuinely do care, and I'm trying my best to show it the proper way. I'm sorry if I've changed for the worse lately, and I hope that I can get myself back on track to who I used to be. |
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wildindigo
Ramblings about nothing of importance Oct 23rd, 2005 3:20:45 am - Subscribe
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And memories of you Will seem more like bad dreams Just a series of blurs Like you never occurred Someday you will be loved Today was a day for reminiscing. Sitting in a church all day, freezing to the point of numbness, made me remember the times of last year when I was warm all the time, inside and out. I was going to attempt to put some of the memories in here, keep it permanent so as to not forget again, but it just doesn't seem appropriate now. I just hope I can have as good a time this school year like I did last year. Because so far it it just turning out to be a diaster. |