it's 9:00 and im thinking about you
Date: Apr 1st, 2005 6:22:29 am - Subscribe
Mood: uneasy
im still thinking of kayla..... i wonder what went wrong with me. i read throught some of my old blogs like smash up box and telephone and i saw how much i loved her. i dont know why i had to do it. i guess i just felt pressures of maybe going off with other girls or some what. i mean i think i should start dating again but i cant. im always thinking of her. im also kind of happy tho. but im also bored. i guess i just need to work it out with her. i havent talked to her for 21 days. it has been a forever for me but shes moving on and im stuck in the same place. i really hate this girls, shes adicting like a drug. i think im gonna call her tomorrow just to see how she is doing. i think im gonna put her in my movie too. just so i can be near her again. just as a sad sorry excuse. and the sad thing is i get sick every time i see her. i miss being sick. i need someone to love, just any one but her. and i bet none of this is making sence so i think i should end here. maybe i'll come back with some good news...
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