winter left us, and it killed us
Date: Mar 12th, 2006 12:29:27 am - Subscribe
well, the last time i posted was in september, and thats cool i guess. today i was going to hang with the band, they never called, i was going to hang with skye at the mall, but i have no money. well september came and gone and that so call girlfriend i was crazy about was just a space filler.... i really do mis makayla... i always will. well in the almost six months that i havent kept this up to date, i did a number of awesome things i guess you can say. well here they are in a list cause im nice!
first show at skrappys
changed band name to whats left of nothing
played a few house shows that went okay
i saw alot of my favorite bands and if i named them all this list would be too long
i asked out my best friend and she said yes
we saw makayla at the mall last night and she questioned me why did i break up with her and i dont like thining about her cause it makes me all shaky so i just kept quiet
christmas was okay
all the holidays were okay
im okay i think
i decided this would be my last blog cause i miss emo blog... i dont know why i just miss it... i miss the red... and the lame games... and the lame people... really i just miss who i was six months ago... but then again i dont.. i have whitney now and im truly happy. she gives me what kayla had and more.. i love her. i will always miss kayla cause she was my first love. but i wont ever miss whintey cause she is my last and im holding on for dear life. thanks everyone who has been here for me in the time i had this blog even if you guys didnt comment or whatever. i know someone out here is reading this. i just want you guys to know that i exist and thati feel and that i love and that i can be happy and that i miss everything. but in order to flower we must bloom. so im not to sad. i died in the months away. and then was reborn a new.
love,
-paul
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