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My Day
Date: Apr 27th, 2004 9:05:56 pm - Subscribe
Mood: hungry
Currently Listening To:: The Television.

So here's a complete recap of my day:

Woke up at 5:30am.
Showered. Washed Face.
Dressed. (Well, no I went naked today)
Got on the net in hopes of updating this journal, but couldn't because the internet is gay.
Caught the bus at 6:45am.
Finally (after 1 hour on my bus/shuttle bus) arrived at school at 7:45am.
Nothing happened in home room.
Period 1 - Got candy from new study hall teacher because we were quiet last week.
Period 2 - Played ping pong in gym. Lost because my partner sucks.
Period 3 - Watched VERY boring movie on the environment in science. Almost fell asleep.
Period 4 - Completed Section 2 Preview Review of Chapter 14 in social studies.
Period 5 - Learned to sew. Sewed my nickname (Momo) on a piece of cloth in Life Skills. Then had lunch. Two bags of peanut butter crackers and a green slushie.
Period 6 - Learned something (I don't remember) and did a worksheet on it in math.
Period 7 - Went to library for Language Arts. Listened to librarian read book about the civil war. *yawn* Then talked to my friends when I was supposed to be finishing my pen pal letter.
Period 8 - Learned about types of poems in second period of Language Arts.
Took shuttle bus to the high school.
Froze at track practice. It is SOOO cold outside!
Came home with Abby, Tessa, Kristen, and Abby's mom.
Argued with my father about how annoying it is that he sleeps on the couch.
Finally convinced him to go back upstairs. (earning many cuss words during this process)
And now I'm writing this and watching "Oblivious". It's hilarious.

So yeah, how boring is my life? I also engaged in an interesting conversation about how Lincoln was the sexiest president. I'm not sure you wanna know about that one...
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Survey
Date: Apr 25th, 2004 7:21:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: weird
Currently Listening To:: "With You" By: Jessica Simpson (YES, I like Jessica Simpson - she's awesome!)

Sorry about that last entry. Sometimes I just need to write. I'm still feeling pretty upset, but it will pass - it always does. Anyways I thought I'd post a little survey thing about myself in case you wanted to know more about me. Well, I'm pretty sure no one is really gonne read this so I guess it doesn't matter, but I'm bored and I have a serious addiction to surveys.

Name: Katie
Birthday: Oct. 2nd
Home Town: Bowling Green, Ohio

FAVORITE....

Color: Black and Green
TV Show: Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Gilmore Girls (it's fun to dream about having a mom like Lorelei instead of the one I ended up with)
Movie: The Ring, An Affair to Remember, Harry Potter (1 and 2), and Two Weeks Notice
Drink: milk (chocolate and white mixed)
Season: Winter or Fall
Gum flavor: Watermelon
Band: Simple Plan
Music video: "Sick and Tired" By: Cross Canadian Ragweed
Name 5 people you admire and why:

Gloria Steinem - She had a major impact on the women's rights movement. She is totally awesome. Read her bio!
Susan B. Anthony - Basically for the same reason. She fought hard for women's rights. I love her quote "Failure is impossible".
Sue (My mom) - Okay, she is a pain in the ass, but I love her. She also marched in rallies and fought for women's rights. Plus she is an artist (or was an artist when she was younger) so she is really creative.
Mrs. Kendall - My 7th grade Language Arts teacher. She is one of the reasons I want to be a writer.
Sarah Dessen - She is an amazing writer. I can only hope to write half as good as her when I'm older.


Have you ever...?

Smoked cigarettes: no

Smoked weed: no

Dyed your hair: no (mostly because of my mother. I really want brown hair. It's blonde naturally.)

Had a cavity: nope. I have really good teeth or something.

Kissed someone of the same sex?: no (unless my mom counts)

Been drunk: no (okay, now I'm starting to feel like the goody-two-shoes everyone is also saying I am.)

Hit one of your best friends? Yes! I have hit someone! My one friend Abby. Well, you'd hit her too if you knew her. Also Tessa. But everyone wants to hit Tessa.

Kissed someone to make someone else jealous: No

Moved?: No.

Ran away from home: No. I'm not brave enough to do that.

WHO...
Do you trust? I used to think I trusted my mom. But now I'm not sure I trust anyone.
Do you miss today?: My friend Kristen. She isn't gone or anything. She still lives next door - at least physically. But mentally we haven't been friends for a while now.
Was your first love?: I've never been in love. I'm not even sure I believe in it.
Do you ask for advice from?: My mom. But mostly I don't ask anyone.
Was hard to say goodbye to?: Kristen. I tried for a long time to keep our friendship alive, but I know now it will never be the same between us.
Do you love to talk to? Emma (she's so funny)
Gives you butterflies? No one.
Are the last three boys/girls you've kissed? I've never kissed anyone.
Do you laugh the most with? I don't REALLY laugh anymore. I pretend. I play along, and grin when expected to, but I haven't REALLY laughed in a long time. I guess with Emma. Sometimes when she's joking I can actually forget about keeping the mask in place, because I really think what she's saying is funny.

IN THE LAST 42 HOURS HAVE YOU...

Cried? yes
Called someone? yes
Bought something? Well, I rented a movie.
Laughed? Fake laughed at my dad's attempt at a joke.
Cut your hair? no
Gotten dressed up? no
Been sarcastic? Yes, sarcasim is the shield I use to hide my real emotions.
Seen an old friend? no
Danced? no
Gone for a run or a walk? no
Gone to the movies? no
Been kissed? no (well, by my mom)
Felt stupid? yes (I'm always feeling stupid)
Said "I love you"? yes (To my parents. I do love them, but it seems like they expect me to say this so much that the words have almost lost all meaning.)
Written a real letter? no
Taken a test? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no/yes (I miss the idea of having that boyfriend back, but I'm sure I wouldn't really want him back)
Written in a journal? yes
Watched your favorite movie? yes
Read a book? no
Talked to someone you have a crush on? no
Given someone a present? no
Hugged someone? yes
Had a nightmare? no (a dream though)

~Important Questions~

Who was your first kiss? No one. I wouldn't let Thomas kiss me when we were going out. Mostly because I didn't really like him.

What was your first kiss like? IDK.

When was the hardest you've ever laughed? IDK. It used to be whenever I was with Kristen. Now probably when Emma is joking around.

What are the three top qualities you look for in a guy/girl: respect, sense of humor, loyalty

What are three things you are deathly afraid of? Death of a loved one, Being alone forever, and big bodies of water

Have you ever been in love? no

Wha tis your biggest turn on? English accents and a good sense of humor (six pacs help too )
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"Why does it always seem to rain on me?"
Date: Apr 25th, 2004 6:46:44 pm - Subscribe
Mood: tired
Currently Listening To:: "So Far Away" By: Staind

I can handle being lonely in the daytime. I have things to do. Stuff to clean, homework to complete, TV to watch. It's at night when the loneliness really kicks in. Lying in bed by yourself. Everything's dark and quiet and you feel empty and blank. You try and fill your mind with thoughts of the next day or with memories of happier times. It doesn't usually work though. You always go back to having nothing to think about. I'm not even sure why I bother waking up in the morning. Not like anyone would miss me. I'm sure they'd pretend to be worried or ask a couple people where I was, but no one would really make an effort to make sure I was alright. But why would they? I've always been alright before. Every day I'm alright. I'm Miss Perfect Student - the girl who always studies. I'm always smiling. The mask I place on my face in the morning hides well the pain and loneliness I feel inside. No one knows how I feel. No one would ever guess I'm not completely content with my life. It's exhausting hiding it all the time. Smiling and eating and laughing - I'm really tired of it. But what would happen if I stopped pretending? Would I still have friends? Yes, I would. But they would be different around me if they knew about my unhappiness. My depression. They'd look at me with pity. I couldn't handle that. Having them worry about me - pity me. It's easier to just pretend.
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First Blog!
Date: Apr 25th, 2004 6:08:05 pm - Subscribe
Mood: optimistic
Currently Listening To:: "I'm Just a Kid" By: Simple Plan

This is my second e-journal. You can also read about me at http://www.livejournal.com/users/momo731. I started this journal so I could talk about basically anything I wanted to. The other one my friends know about, so I can't really vent or complain about much.

So, I'd write more, but I'm afraid my bladder is on the verge of exploding, so I'm gonna need to use the restroom soon!

I'll write later! Have a good day everyone!
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