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when jealousey turned to anger Apr 1st, 2005 1:15:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood | hopeless
music | simple plan

meh...i don't know how to feel. I'm on msn talking to some great people so im happy...but i saw someone...something...it makes me sick. Is it pure anger, hatred...or just jealousey? that's something i can't answer.
Oh joy i will be 15 on sunday...why do people celebrate birthdays. Like..great another year older...but it's also another year closer to your death, oo i'll be dead soon...'lets get the cake'
damn things.
i must bid farewell for i hear the annoyance (my mother) calling out to me...
xx

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I should stop now Mar 31st, 2005 2:43:01 pm - Subscribe
Mood | arty and poetic..oo
music | death from above

--->Last Lines<---

No coward soul is mine,
No trembler in the world's storm-troubled sphere:
I see Heaven's glories shine,
And faith shines equal, arming me from fear.

O God within my breast,
Almighty, ever-present Deity!
Life--that in me has rest,
As I--undying Life--have power in Thee!

Vain are the thousand creeds
That move men's hearts: unutterably vain;
Worthless as wither'd weeds,
Or idlest froth amid the boundless main,

To waken doubt in one
Holding so fast by Thine Infinity;
So surely anchor'd on
The steadfast rock of immortality.

With wide-embracing love
Thy Spirit animates eternal years,
Pervades and broods above,
Changes, sustains, dissolves, creates, and rears.

Though earth and man were gone,
And suns and universes ceased to be,
And Thou were left alone,
Every existence would exist in Thee.

There is not room for Death,
Nor atom that his might could render void:
Thou--Thou art Being and Breath,
And what Thou art may never be destroyed

Emily Bronte (1818-1848)

xx

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overly excited Mar 31st, 2005 1:17:56 pm - Subscribe
Mood | overly excited.....
music | still mcr

yay =) all the problems i had today are sorted....until tomorrow...and the day after...and so on. I'm talking to raven, it's weird we haven't spoken in months and i feel ill..oh well.
i've adopted an emo kid...or 3..i don't know why...but i just did..i would show you...but it wont let me put them on..right...what to call them....*thinks* ok..Dom, Lily and Brandon..yay they have names! ^_^
im confuzzled..i don't know what else to add on my site...it's just the same lame old crap and im sick of it..if anyone has any good ideas of what i can put on my site...feel free to let me know... =D
*sigh* hotmail is just getting ridiculous...

and i leave with some words...
*Its very hard to build happiness for yourself, if you have built on top of somebody else's pain.*
xx

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poison twins Mar 31st, 2005 11:40:32 am - Subscribe
Mood | meh..
music | my chemical romance

I didnt know what else to put the subject as...but oh well. Me and one of my best mates (jammy) are the poison twins...long story which i wont explain.
I miss fi, she'll be away for 2 weeks..and i still miss Kelly..they're coming back soon though so it's ok =)
It's my birthday in like...3days...i have asked for a U2 ipod...hmm now, i wonder if i'll get it. Im going now..have a few problems to resolve...oh joy.

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