The past week or so...
Date: Apr 30th, 2005 9:12:10 am - Subscribe
Mood: in love
Music: [.:Senses Fail - Cute when you scream:.]
I havn't updated for a bit. Don't think that much has happened. Luke was being a twat at the start of the week. He started going out with one my mates on monday then in the evening after we had been all been out he was giving me a lift home & he STILL decided to tell me that he couldn't cope with seeingme & Jey together. He was just being a dick. He kept satying stuff like "I might just got drive my car into a tree". I hate the way he does that for attention. He's not even depressed. I just got out of the car, slammed the door & walked to my house without looking back. Havn't realy spoken to him since. Seen him but I've been kinda off with him, which he's definitely picked up on.
He decided I was spending too much time with jey too & decided Jey HAD to go to some stupid gig last night rather than come to a party with me, which I'd invited him to WAY before. God I'm so petty! But I love Jey sooo much =) *embarassed* I had the worst time at the party last night. I hardly spoke to anyone & just sat there, sober & bored, texting Jey. Plus my ex was there being a twat. I left early in the end coz I just realy couldn't be there anymore. Gona go hang out tonight so at least today will be better =)
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I GOT A JOB =)
Date: Apr 21st, 2005 5:48:13 pm - Subscribe
Mood: strangely hyper
Music: [.: Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue :.]
Did I mention I've got a job =P They're paying me to be trained to look after children. AND BABIES =) I'm so excited! Now I don't have to serach for a job & my parents won't be harrassing me anymore =) YAYNESS!!
On the downside Luke is such a twat. He called me on Monday night to apologise for being so harsh to me then I saw him today & he dead nice to start with but as soon as he saw me & Jey together he just got so annoying. He kept messing up stuff in my house, then he refused to give Jey a lift toWest Kirby, THEN he stole my shoe. I know that sounds really pathetic but it was so annoying. Martin's meant to be one of my best mates too & he didn't even stick up for me =( He's only using LUke too coz Luke's got a car! I can't wait for Jey to pass his test!
Go on Lellas site:
http://www.freewebs.com/thequotespage
My page is on the linked website =)
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A rant
Date: Apr 18th, 2005 5:07:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pissed off
Music: [.: My Chemical Romance - I'm not OK :.]
Today has not been the best day. I went to go meet Martin at the concourse for 9.30 but I missed the first bus then the second one didn't turn up. By the time I'd sood there for an hour my hair & shoes (so therefore socks) were SOAKED & Martin was a bit pissed off =( We decided to go sit off in Calday coom room (I can't believe I dropped out of school to sit in other people's schools!) Then meet Luke at 2.00. I can't believe he called Martin when he knew I'd be there, after everything he said to me at the weekend. First of all he has no right to tell me not to see Jey til he gets his head sorted out then pull one of my friends the same night. Then when I start going out with Jey coz I think he's gonna be ok he takes a huge freak. "Drop dead" I can deal with. I'm hardly gonna take that seriously but "Go cry, listen to more emo & slash ur arms up again" fucking hurts. I told him that stuff coz I thought he'd understand. He's such a bastard! Then he was nice to me to my face even though he was insulting me on the phone to Martin... agh!! At least I'm going for a drive later. I can see Jey then =) I really, really like him & I know he's in love with me but as soon as I get drunk I turn into a shit girfriend & I couldn't handle hurting Jey. He's too cute. Plus half my mates would hate me if I did. lesson #1. Don't drink. But it's me. It's one of my two ways of dealing with stuff & the other way hurts...
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